Shin's World. Come In Or Get Out.

2008-09-27T20:53:00.000-07:00

Oh hi.
Reviving this blog.
For justice.
Oh yea.

Sorry for the long hiatus though.
This blog has been fasting since April.
Pro kay? ok.

Raya's coming. ok bye.

2008-04-17T01:19:00.000-07:00

im back in business.

what can i say, school sucks.
im a nobody once again.
heh.

Shin~

2008-03-18T14:15:00.000-07:00

eh hello!

im gonna tell all you people sumthing.

im not gonna update until school reopens.

cool right?

why?

cause theres really, really nothing to update.
really.

so adios! dont bother coming here till......
tilll... till school reopens.
which is.. i dunno when. eh serious.
ok bye! hehehehe...

AMIR~

2008-02-18T00:16:00.000-08:00

sorry for the lack of updates people.
i was busy. really busy.
i wasnt even online for the whole time.
okok fine, im lying.

so, on wednesday. ouh yea slacked at home.
THATS WHY I NEVER UPDATE.
*excuses*

on thursday. screw valentines.
i nvr did celebrate it ever in my life aniwaes.
so, just screw with this valentines thing.
ouh yea, since everyone was busy having outings,
i slacked at home, again.
so, THATS WHY I NEVER UPDATE.
*again, excuses*

on friday. ouh, got up and straight to secondary school.
i miss my juniors.
*awwww.... emo betol kau amir.. muke mintak kene tampar sak..*
so went back school to see all my juniors.
looking at them reminds me of those good old times.
ouh, those were the good days.
looking at all of them, all grown up and leading their juniors.
makes time seem to past very fast.
ouh well, wish them best of luck.
*please try to stop it with the "semula" thingy ok? and the boots, dont whine larh, go get new one. nyehahaha!...*

then after that, went to meet them all, one by one.
"WE ALL" enjoy after that.
mcm orang giler. going up the roof..
dancing dancing..
singing singing..
weird2 noises..
oooooo... scary..
and done.

and well, after that.. well, nothing exciting really happen.
so my post here is quite the boring one.
whatever. at least you wasted at the most 5 mins of your lifetime to read my blog.
i feel honoured.
okay chao.

AMIR~

Posted on 12:16 AM

2008-02-12T03:37:00.000-08:00

out of a sudden.
just when my past was fading.
it just had to flash itself back to my vision.
and i dont even know if im gonna go through it.
for the second time.
ahh, forget it.

today was the normal average day for me.
wait. it wasnt normal.
zara called me in the morning.
out of the blues. i was awaked by my ringtone.
so i picked it up.
so, why did she call?
because my sister ASKED TO.
why? because... SHE FORGOT TO BRING HER PHONE.
AND SHE CHARGED IT ALL NIGHT LONG!
and.. she asked zara to call.
APA SAK KAKAK AKU! kecoh..
haha! and sry zara for wasting your prepaid.
claim the money from my sister.
haha!
and yea.. blah3. this and that. im bored typing out what happened today.
how about you all type yours and i read. can?
ok bye!

AMIR~

Posted on 3:37 AM

2008-02-12T03:28:00.000-08:00

as for all things that have past, let it remain that way.
and for all things that have occur, let it stay that way.
and for the rest that's coming, just pray for the best.

AMIR~

Posted on 3:28 AM

2008-02-11T03:16:00.000-08:00

Seribu Tahun - Imran Ajmain
Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini
Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau tahu… ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti… ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini… yeah…
Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Jangan putus harapan… sedia setia……

AMIR~

Posted on 3:16 AM

2008-02-10T04:51:00.000-08:00

i dont know whats wrong with my father.
he's been acting strange lately.
actually, very strange.

in all of the 4 days of public holiday, we've been going out to eat.
like for every lunch and dinner.
okay, that may sound normal.
but, eating at swensens, speghetti too, starbucks, KFC and even coffee bean for supper.
that's very strange to me already.
and there hasn't been any fights between anybody these past 4 days.
strange.
my father bought for me 5 polo t-shirts in one day.
very strange.
when i asked him can i buy that adidas t-shirt, he said okay, although i decline it at last.
strange.
and the stranger part is, that shirt cost $109 and he's willing to pay for it.
i wanted to buy a bag after that shopping trip.
those adidas bags.
so father brought the whole family to an adidas shop.
and asked me which one i wanna buy.
i showed him a bag that cost $89.
and he said okay.
i showed him the price tag.
and he said "Adidas is branded"
strangely strange.
ate at coffee bean.
bought alot of stuffs there.
total up, $45.80.
and he's willing to pay for it.

i think, out of the 4 days, he spent $80 on my shirts, about $50 on coffee bean, $40 on speghetti too, $70 on swensens, $35 on KFC, $30 on starbucks and about $30 on coffeeshops.
and i havent include the petrol cost yet.
and he's going to johor tomorrow to buy my bag.
since its cheaper. thats the only normal thing that he did for the past 4 days.
strange.
either he won 4D or something.
err.... strange.

aniwaes, i'm a happy man. =D

AMIR~

Posted on 4.51 AM

2008-02-10T04:35:00.000-08:00

and i still dont get it.

ego takes its toll when it gets to your nerves.
understand that, and you can read my mind.
because i certainly don't.

funny how things can go oh-so-well
but theres still a part of your life
that you feel so empty.
ironic but true.
i bet everyone has felt that way before.
or maybe in their life.
the search for this missing puzzle
is quite a hard find.
you really need to do some soul-searching yourself to really find the answer.
what is really the answer.
i think i've found it.
my faith.

its easier said then done.

AMIR~

Posted on 4:35 AM

2008-02-07T03:15:00.000-08:00

and after passing 40hrs of no sleep, im still not asleep.

ouh shyt.

AMIR~

Posted at : 3:16 AM

2008-02-06T23:58:00.000-08:00

okay. im soo bored at home.
i have been awake for about 36hrs.
and im feeling the tiredness now.
ouch..

so monday was supposed to be a stay at home day.
but nures ajak me to go eat with them.
yea. so it was last minute for me..
and yea. the rest of the details are in nures blog.
ouh yea, shiffa and putri was there too.
putri called me a matrep.
giler. i am not.
haha!

tuesday and wednesday was boring.
like.. BORING.
stayed at home all day.
ouh gawd, i need to go out.

chao.

AMIR~

Posted at : 11:56 PM

2008-02-04T10:24:00.000-08:00

so, this whole weekends.
ve been coped up in my room.
forgetting to eat breakfast and dinner everytime.
dang, reading mangas all day wont help either.

im damn bored.
ouh please entertain me, anybody?

*stomachs grumbles* awwww....

AMIR~

Posted at : 2:51 AM

2008-02-01T01:04:00.000-08:00

today was definitely something.
it was last minute but it was fun while it lasted.
hey wait. didn't we just walked around the whole neighbourhood?
ah whatever. haha!

met asyiq, zack and yat infront of school.
as in, our ex-secondary school.
walked here and there.
taught asyiq a lil about Digital Electronics.
that guy must pass.
must. must.
then we decided to play takraw.
everybody went back, except for me.
i followed asyiq and firah.
ouh yea, firah tagged along too.

went to asyiq's house. okay, under his block.
he went up to get his stuffs, while me and firah wait downstairs.
and then i started to go wild.
shuffled here and there.
mcm paham gitu larh kn?
and yea, asyiq came back.
went to "hang tuah".
the place beside masjid sultan there as explained by zack.
and played takraw.
it was in the midst of the game.
and i gave a flying kick.
wooot! and i fell.
jatoh maut nye larh katekan.
this and that.
and then the stocks came in.
it was heavenly.
like really heavenly.
wooo! damn if i could get my hands on all of them.
and yea. thats it.

"i think ah, i think this jatoh world class one arh." *with an apek's accent*

alrights, chao.

AMIR~

"and that was freakin' stupid."

Posted at 1:04 AM

2008-01-31T01:33:00.000-08:00

Gay.

should gays be allowed to have sex?
personally, i'd say yes.
why? because anybody can have sex with each other.
i'm partially correct though.
why? thats because, they can't have sex with anybody they like.
unless that somebody wants to have sex with gays.
be it a man or a women.
but actually, gays having sex with one another is another issue.
i think that it shouldn't be happening here in singapore.
i know i'm not open-minded in this.
but thats just me.

imagine this.
one faithful day, you have a son.
or a daughter. which ever way it is.
and they grow up to be soft / boyish (respectively)
and then you, as a parent, got to know that they're having sex with another guy/lady (respectively)
arent you gonna be ashamed of your son/daughter?
i will.
God made us into man and women respectively.
and were made to love the opposite sex.
not the other way round.
ain't i right some way or another?
unless if youre born to be a shemale or something.
then thats a different case.
seriously.
alright lets move on.

Love & Lust.

whats the different between them?
well, my definition of love is..
ouh wait. i don't really know.
its a strong feeling that you have for one another.
and when you do fall in love, nothing else matters i guess.
as long as youre happy with each other, then it can make your day.
and about love being blind, i still can't figure that out yet.
ask those who have been in relationship.
i'm not a professional in these kinda stuffs.
godamnit. i dont know the definition of love.
what a loser.
well what i know when love turns into lust.
its is a feeling when you get too intimate with each other.
and you can't control the urge of having sex with the other party.
one way or another.
and that is what i call lust.
maybe my definition is wrong.
so critics who thinks my definition of this love and lust thingy is wrong, please tell me.
im not the guy-who-knows-it-all you know.
=)

and you guys must be wondering why i post these stuffs out.
well, its because partially i'm bored.
and because its boring posting my daily motions.
ouhwell.

chao.

AMIR~

Posted at 1:33AM

2008-01-29T02:23:00.000-08:00

ah yess.
exams are over.
and i feel soo free.
so, this is what i did today.
just hours after my last exam.

chatted with my cousin.
and other people too.
did a blogskin for the cousins blog that my cousin made.
send/receive songs from people.
eat a tuburitos (or however its spelt)
getting rid of a nose blockage.
digging my nose.

yea. thats alot of stuffs.
ouh yea i forgot.
i changed my blogskin too.
cool shit.
except for the pinkish part though.
i cant seem to get rid of the pink parts in my blog.
i dont know why!
but it has a kinda cute aura to it so ill just leave it be.

ouh my blog is soo colourful.
just like that rainbow there.

alrights. chao.

AMIR~

2008-01-26T23:00:00.000-08:00

ouhkay.
maths wasnt soo good.
thats all there is to it.
at least this was a neat FAILed drawing..
could have scored an A for Attitude.
but what the heck.

i scribbled everywhere.
the paper made no sense to me.
it became alienish.
but for all i know, im left with one more paper.
and im prepared to retake engineering maths 1.
sad but its the reality.
i can't pick up maths in a day, you see.
nvm. cut the topic.

the question asked about 100cm wire.
cut into how many pieces, to make that triangle with the circle thingy like what i've drawn there.
it.. was.. stupidly... not maths.
only fetish geeks who loves looking at girls panties knows how to do this gay question set by none other then the gay maths department of EEE. ignore what i've just said and look at the drawings. at least i drew a heart. =)

ouh yea. that question. that gay question.
it cost 14marks. hey! i think the number of questions i did and the marks added althogether didn't even reach 30marks! wow. what a loser.
argh, fuck it. its just not worth the time to think it through again.
coz its over. the past is the past.

i wish i could go back to living the a life of a secondary school kid.
where i have to make different excuses everytime i go to school with no homework done.
trying to keep my hair short.
wearing socks above my ankles (hey wait, i still do that).
wearing out my school shoes till i go to school with holes in my shoes.
walking in the rain for no reason.
kicking milo packets in the canteen till i fall.
hanging out on high-level storey buildings and dreaming of our dreams till some blue shirt guys busts us.
going home at 6pm almost everytime.

ouh god, im missing secondary school life after i said all that.
i hate growing up.
coz everybody wants to be matured soo fast.
but why..??
i dont even know.
alrights. ciao.

AMIR~

2008-01-25T00:18:00.000-08:00

damn shit.
thats it. im ready to repeat my module!
wait till my parents finds out about all of this.

aniwaes, i was suppose to study today.
but lazyness got the worst of me.
aniwaes, WHO CAN STUDY MATHS IN ONE FREAKING DAY?!?
especially for a slow learner like me.
dang thats just.. impossible.

ok so met nures today.
was asking her help to teach me.
I ASKED. AND I NEVER DID STUDY.
soo... me going out of this house, for no apparent reason
..is sooo damn gay.
but still, it was a fun day.
ouh yea. at last. i got the song!
its like.. THE SONG.
yea. its techno. to be precise, a house song.
superb.
it just keeps you moving for all those techno lovers.
haha! enough of my techno shit.
aniwaes, nures, i NEVER did get exhausted of your "tetetet" noise and your"headbanging" stuff.
HAHAHAA! i was too busy feeling the song, craving for its bassbeats.
haha! *whatever amir"
aniwaes, yea, met roq after that.
and ooooo... maybe i wanna get a job there.
lets see yea. who knows.

nures asked me to put her name on this post of mine.
so i shall put it here.
like right below of this line.

NURES.

yea. thats all folks.
and listen to Philosophy - Tom Snare.
its a good-catchy song if youre craving for techno songs.
if not, then this maybe the most irritating matrep song you've ever heard.

wait. i almost forgot something.

HAPPY 18th Birthdae Farhan Sweat Teddy Mon!
(AKA Muhammad Farhan Bin Aliman)

alright chao.

AMIR~

2008-01-23T01:23:00.000-08:00

Phone Call Anxieties.

these past days haven't been great for me.
except when im having fun though.
the others, are just shitty.

and i realised something.
there really is another side of me.
just waiting to be unleashed to this world.
and it took over me for the past few days when i was
at the most weakest point of my life i shall say.
and well, i seriously don't know why.
maybe everything just came together at the same time.
thats why im like this.

i really need to do a self-reflection on my behaviour for now onwards.
other then that, im fine. or so i think i am.

well, here's something.
i havent been to CBTL AMK HUB since last... friday.
hell yea.

anyways, i still dont like whats become of that place.
it was once our turf. we once owned it and made it ours.
there were rules to be bended, but not broken fully.
but now its much .. much more boring.
backstabbers thrive in that place.
no, i shall say backstabber w/o the S.
wanna see him? just make sure you come there in the daytime.
if not, its hard finding that fag.

i shall not go into details.
ouh shit, my other half is seriously taking over me.
like right now.
ill go now. see you people in the near future.

fcuk.

AMIR~

2008-01-22T22:44:00.000-08:00

______18TH________
HAPPY BIR^DAE ZARA!
well, its her 18th bdae today!
and i hope her bdae wish this year is to finish up her bdae cakes everytime starting from next year. boleh tk zara? Hehe.
soo heres the pictures from sunday's outing!
its kinda late to post this but yea.
better late then never right?
=)

Enjoy~

err, i think thats all larh. 5 pix already very troublesome.

haha! kk chao.

AMIR~

2008-01-21T01:47:00.000-08:00

about self-centered-ness.

some people should freaking read this if they have a guilty conscious after just reading the title.

Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) is a pattern of self-centered or egotistical behavior that shows up in thinking and behavior in a lot of different situations and activities. People with NPD won't (or can't) change their behavior even when it causes problems at work or when other people complain about the way they act, or when their behavior causes a lot of emotional distress to others (or themselves? none of my narcissists ever admit to being distressed by their own behavior -- they always blame other people for any problems). This pattern of self-centered or egotistical behavior is not caused by current drug or alcohol use, head injury, acute psychotic episodes, or any other illness, but has been going on steadily at least since adolescence or early adulthood. NPD interferes with people's functioning in their occupations and in their relationships:Mild impairment when self-centered or egotistical behavior results in occasional minor problems, but the person is generally doing pretty well.Moderate impairment when self-centered or egotistical behavior results in: (a) missing days from work, household duties, or school, (b) significant performance problems as a wage-earner, homemaker, or student, (c) frequently avoiding or alienating friends, (d) significant risk of harming self or others (frequent suicidal preoccupation; often neglecting family, or frequently abusing others or committing criminal acts).Severe impairment when self-centered or egotistical behavior results in: (a) staying in bed all day, (b) totally alienating all friends and family, (c) severe risk of harming self or others (failing to maintain personal hygiene; persistent danger of suicide, abuse, or crime).

1. An exaggerated sense of self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents, expects to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements)
Translation: Grandiosity is the hallmark of narcissism. So what is grandiose?
The simplest everyday way that narcissists show their exaggerated sense of self-importance is by talking about family, work, life in general as if there is nobody else in the picture. Whatever they may be doing, in their own view, they are the star, and they give the impression that they are bearing heroic responsibility for their family or department or company, that they have to take care of everything because their spouses or co-workers are undependable, uncooperative, or otherwise unfit. They ignore or denigrate the abilities and contributions of others and complain that they receive no help at all; they may inspire your sympathy or admiration for their stoicism in the face of hardship or unstinting self-sacrifice for the good of (undeserving) others. But this everyday grandiosity is an aspect of narcissism that you may never catch on to unless you visit the narcissist's home or workplace and see for yourself that others are involved and are pulling their share of the load and, more often than not, are also pulling the narcissist's share as well. An example is the older woman who told me with a sigh that she knew she hadn't been a perfect mother but she just never had any help at all -- and she said this despite knowing that I knew that she had worn out and discarded two devoted husbands and had lived in her parents' pocket (and pocketbook) as long as they lived, quickly blowing her substantial inheritance on flaky business schemes. Another example is claiming unusual benefits or spectacular results from ordinary effort and investment, giving the impression that somehow the narcissist's time and money are worth more than other people's.

In popular usage, the terms narcissism, narcissist, and narcissistic denote absurd vanity and are applied to people whose ambitions and aspirations are much grander than their evident talents. Sometimes these terms are applied to people who are simply full of themselves -- even when their real achievements are spectacular. Outstanding performers are not always modest, but they aren't grandiose if their self-assessments are realistic; e.g., Muhammad Ali, then Cassius Clay, was notorious for boasting "I am the greatest!" and also pointing out that he was the prettiest, but he was the greatest and the prettiest for a number of years, so his self-assessments weren't grandiose. Some narcissists are flamboyantly boastful and self-aggrandizing, but many are inconspicuous in public, saving their conceit and autocratic opinions for their nearest and dearest. Common conspicuous grandiose behaviors include expecting special treatment or admiration on the basis of claiming (a) to know important, powerful or famous people or (b) to be extraordinarily intelligent or talented. As a real-life example, I used to have a neighbor who told his wife that he was the youngest person since Sir Isaac Newton to take a doctorate at Oxford. The neighbor gave no evidence of a world-class education, so I looked up Newton and found out that Newton had completed his baccalaureate at the age of twenty-two (like most people) and spent his entire academic career at Cambridge. The grandiose claims of narcissists are superficially plausible fabrications, readily punctured by a little critical consideration. The test is performance: do they deliver the goods? (There's also the special situation of a genius who's also strongly narcissistic, as perhaps Frank Lloyd Wright. Just remind yourself that the odds are that you'll meet at least 1000 narcissists for every genius you come across.)

2. Preoccupation with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love

Translation: Narcissists cultivate solipsistic or "autistic" fantasies, which is to say that they live in their own little worlds (and react with affront when reality dares to intrude).

3. Believes he is "special" and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions)

Translation: Narcissists think that everyone who is not special and superior is worthless. By definition, normal, ordinary, and average aren't special and superior, and so, to narcissists, they are worthless.

4. Requires excessive admiration

Translation: Excessive in two ways: they want praise, compliments, deference, and expressions of envy all the time, and they want to be told that everything they do is better than what others can do. Sincerity is not an issue here; all that matter are frequency and volume.

5. Has a sense of entitlement

Translation: They expect automatic compliance with their wishes or especially favorable treatment, such as thinking that they should always be able to go first and that other people should stop whatever they're doing to do what the narcissists want, and may react with hurt or rage when these expectations are frustrated.

6. Selfishly takes advantage of others to achieve his own ends

Translation: Narcissists use other people to get what they want without caring about the cost to the other people.

7. Lacks empathy

Translation: They are unwilling to recognize or sympathize with other people's feelings and needs. They "tune out" when other people want to talk about their own problems. In clinical terms, empathy is the ability to recognize and interpret other people's emotions. Lack of empathy may take two different directions: (a) accurate interpretation of others' emotions with no concern for others' distress, which is characteristic of psychopaths; and (b) the inability to recognize and accurately interpret other people's emotions, which is the NPD style. This second form of defective empathy may (rarely) go so far as alexithymia, or no words for emotions, and is found with psychosomatic illnesses, i.e., medical conditions in which emotion is experienced somatically rather than psychically. People with personality disorders don't have the normal body-ego identification and regard their bodies only instrumentally, i.e., as tools to use to get what they want, or, in bad states, as torture chambers that inflict on them meaningless suffering. Self-described narcissists who've written to me say that they are aware that their feelings are different from other people's, mostly that they feel less, both in strength and variety (and which the narcissists interpret as evidence of their own superiority); some narcissists report "numbness" and the inability to perceive meaning in other people's emotions.

8. Is often envious of others or believes that others are envious of him

Translation: No translation needed.

9. Shows arrogant, haughty, patronizing, or contemptuous behaviors or attitudes

Translation: They treat other people like dirt.

taken from http://www.halcyon.com/jmashmun/npd/dsm-iv.html

some people might read this and change.

at least for the better of course.

if not, then that means their ego is bigger then their status.

assholes.

AMIR~

2008-01-20T22:47:00.000-08:00

PURE COINCIDENCE.

In another word,it's bitch. says:
itu prempuan nak gi _____ kepek.

In another word,it's bitch. says:
relek sua.

Amir says:
eh sial larh

Amir says:
i was just gonna talk abt that.

Amir says:
nures, youre always one step ahead of me sial.

In another word,it's bitch. says:
power.

Amir says:
i hate that. grrrr.

In another word,it's bitch. says:
hahahaa!

In another word,it's bitch. says:
sorry brother.

Amir says:
nvm2.

In another word,it's bitch. says:
cos im the best in this universe.

In another word,it's bitch. says:
hahaha!

Amir says:
at least you think what im gonna think next

In another word,it's bitch. says:
no no aku mcm heroes.

Amir says:
yaya. nnti aku jadi hiro nakamura baru tau.

and it took me like 3~5mins t get over the pure coincidence thingy.
but really, it was like really pure coincidence.
dont mind about that stupid top part.

chao.

AMIR~

2008-01-19T12:23:00.000-08:00

fuck that black-skinned, ass-wipin', gayporn watching, backstabbing, chopstick-looking, fucked-up faced, two-headed son of a bitch.

may he burn in hell, especially that supertan-ned ass of his.

AMIR~

2008-01-18T15:28:00.000-08:00

i can't be bothered anymore.
lets enjoy.

AMIR~

2008-01-14T23:53:00.000-08:00

net is being a bitch right now so ill update this very very very very briefly.

the past weekend was the best weekend ive ever had.
friday, went on a trip wif syamil and hana.
haha! that was the post below, so i shall not post on that.
saturday was gonna be a typical boring day for me.
until zara decides to go to watch "One Missed Call"
i practically spoilt the mood with my lame theories.
but who cares, the ghost was gay.
no, it was a girl. yea.
that girl was emo sia.
kk nvm. aniwaes, it was fun.
didnt know girls use the popcorn paper box to cover their eyes from the screen.
i just knew that on that fine day. haha!
and yea, after that helped a blind man.
kay i shouldnt say that. like showing off sia.
but i just did. so yea, nvm.
and then after much consideration, we went to fushan garden.
and camwhored.
i got like 144pictures in mypictures. geddit? =_="
nvm. yea. but im not sooo freaking rajin sangat utk post tu sumer.
haha! sry that was malay. lazy to translate.
back to what i was saying. camwhored for 1 and 1/2 hrs.
i didnt realise that till i realise i went back at 10.30
ok. so aniwaes, fuck the aniwaes.
that was it.
super fun. didnt know camwhoring could be that fun and long.
giler. kay nvm.
fuck the nvms larhhhhh.
soo, that was saturday.
now sunday.
went to sentosa.
yea. met my melbourne cousins.
damn, the 1st thing he asked me was "smlm tk pergi MOS ker? ader event kn."
blah2. as he was from melbourne, of course he knew how to shuffle.
haha! and yea, he said abt the bass agent people coming.
how some people shuffle like maddogs.
the hardstyle republics. how some of the people there dance like those russian dancing.
kickng the leg here and there. haha! fun larh. damn i wish i can go there with him.
grrrrrr. no freedom sux.
so yea, enjoyed sentosa. LUGE ride was like, drifting. fun.
except, we couldnt drift. coz its slow.
not slow as in slow, but just slow enuf that i cant drift. whtever sia.
then too the skyride.
ouh yea, b4 that. watched 4D magix. and the new simulation, log ride.
not as scary as i expected it to be larh, but.. okay...
the 4D thingy was kinda cool.
haha! ok. then went to eat and went back.
yea.
and today, i just had to wake up late to go to school. damn.
alrights, so today ended well too.
syamil, asyiq and firah came down.
to coffee bean. theyre gonna be the new staffs there. + hana too. haha!
yea, so welcome to coffee bean guys. were leaving!
aha! bastard sak.
kk. thats it larh.
net is being sucha bitch that im sooooo damn lazy to upload alll the nice nice pix for you all to see.
for the saturday random outing pix wif zara and nures, check out these 2 blogs.
www.theglistening-novelette.blogspot.com
www.budakalim.blogspot.com
yea. enjoy the pix there.
alright. thats all.

ciao.

AMIR~

2008-01-12T02:22:00.000-08:00

it was a great day.
err, maybe just a great ending. XP
and i dont wanna tell you guys where ive been or what ive done today.
coz its just, damn easy. awwww....
just damn easy... errr. kay that was stupid.
and i meant damn boring. but that stupid damn easy song just came up in my mind.
soo many random thoughts came up to my mind today.
so yea, understand what isnt supposed to be understood larh ehk?
well, just enjoy the videos i put up today yea?
make sure enjoy tau! jgn tk enjoy!
weeehoooo!~

games, stupidly childish games, but dman it kills time
and errr, i would like to call it the ABC game.

and these 2 videos is what i love to call the.. MATREP chess.
the buss ride was about 2hrs long, so that was the only way of killing time.
childish but its fun i tell you.
gay, but fun. hehe.

alright, chao.

AMIR~

2008-01-10T00:21:00.000-08:00

and sometimes, its better if we let it be and wait.

AMIR~

2008-01-07T00:22:00.000-08:00

well. another video of our rendition of taufik's songs.
funny really. i cant help but laugh.
this isnt real. this is just crap.
so go on, take your time to watch it.
and laughurassout. coz it still doesnt change me.

ouh yea. today was just madness.
thats all. no more then that.
and i still havent got my bag. damn.
anybody wanna follow?

AMIR~

pomkittipomkepomkittipomke.

2008-01-02T22:36:00.000-08:00

its been the second day after the new year.
and somethings just stays the same.
ouh hell yea. so for all you dudes, chix && not forgetting homos too
this clip is just for you.

and yea, that was disgusting.
no gays or peeps were hurt in this video.
everything else is just purely coincidental.

so that was my 1st techno music video.
cool huh? nvr seen a techno music video before?
wel neither do i. so maybe this is one of the 1st ever made.
in the whole world, or galaxy, or even the universe! cool shit i tell you.

and that was another kewl video my mr. sam.
cool shit i tell you. that was what you call real shuffling.
alright alright, maybe its a lil bit out, but its definitely slick.
like the grp sleeq, but more sleeq-er. kwang3.

alrights, thats all folks! see you tmrw different time but always the same channel!

chillingzoutbaybehz! =)

AMIR~

2008-01-01T02:51:00.000-08:00

happy new year!
countdown at B2.
at amk hub.
so you guys must be wondering where it is.
its at basement 2 at amk hub.
there were no party whatsoever.
just the fairprice stocks and the rubbish collection centre.
and we celebrated it with a small bang.
haha! but its still memorable i guess? XP

aniwaes, no resolutions now.
other then the usual one.
trying to be a better person in life.
=)
and ill try not be lazy.
and do my holiday assignments now.
grrrrrr.. school sux.
haha!

kay ciao!

AMIR~

2007-12-31T03:06:00.000-08:00

good day mates! its like 24hrs till new year and i still haven't made my new year resolutions.

gonna make some soon. in the meantime, check out this videos!

well, this happens when boredom strikes at workplace.

haha!

me and haqim singing at amk coffee bean.

and me in solo. gay manager was nagging but who the hell cares.

yea. thats all for now folks.

AMIR~

secrecy.

2007-12-27T01:22:00.000-08:00

does secrets have to be broken?
does secrets have to be shared?
why does secrets fascinates us?
do we know why do secrets exist?
what if they never exist?
what will happen to this world?
what happens if we knew everything?
and we know our destiny?
will that change our mindset?
will it change our way of thinking?
what if destiny is inescapable if we knew about it?
what will happen if it was the other way round?
how will people think about it?
is secrecy a good thing it life?
or issit bad?
and why?
will it be better if secrets were shared?
or will it not?
what if we knew when the world was gonna end?
what if we knew everything?
what if we saw God?
will it change everything?
do we fear Him now? or fear Him when we see Him?
is seeing believing?
what if you die tommorrow?
what if you can change the past?
what if you could have one wish?
what would you wish?

just some random questions running in my mind.
read and think. whats your answer if one of this questions ran through your mind?

"and it all ends with an enigma."

AMIR~

2007-12-26T02:00:00.000-08:00

plansandallarehopelessnow.itallendsupwithpeoplegettingpissed.andputsalltheblameonme.iknewitwasmymistakes.iknowflawless.iknowmyself.butatleastiadmitit.

that was just some random letters i scribbled.

"and it always ends up with me."

AMIR~

2007-12-23T23:33:00.000-08:00

okay. finally i found sumthing to do.

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!

1. How are you feeling today? -
Rampage [kinda]

2.Will you get far in life?-
Enemy [ i dont quite get this. i go far because of my enemy? o.O ]

3. How do your friends see you?-
Walking A Line [ yes, i walk straight i tell you. and im straight too. haha! ]

4. Will you get married?-
Melody from heaven [ i think that explains? hmmm.. ]

5. What is your best friend's theme song?-
Clubfiles One [ i dont think alot of people know this song. ]

6. What is the story of your life?-
Trance Up [ haha! getting better and better. hmm. maybe? ]

7. What was high school like?-
Greatest Deejay [-_-" make no sense ]

8. How can you get ahead in life?-
Banghra [ so... this means... I DONT NEED TO GO SCHOOL AND STUDY HARD! get what i mean? XP ]

9. What is the best thing about your friends?-
Her Voice [ i have guy friends too you know. ]

10. What is today going to be like?-
Play My Records [ yea, quite true, i've been listening to songs since morning ]

11. What is in store for the weekend?-
Hardstyle [ i wish. haha! ]

12. What song describes you?-
Dance 2007 [ maybe? ]

13. To describe your grandparents?-
You [ i dont even know you, how can i say they're you. ]

14 . How is your life going?-
Pussy Pussy 2007 [ ignore this please ]

15. What song will they play at your funeral?-
Tune Up! [ i guess ill be making alot of enemies till they're happy that im gone. ohwell. HAHA! ]

DAMMIT! i wanna try again...
lets try again shall we?

1. How are you feeling today? -
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles [ theres a song called that. really! ]

2.Will you get far in life?-
Dance Dance [ nope, still doesn't make sense.. ]

3. How do your friends see you?-
Disco - Techno [ ouh yea, i'm sort of a techno freak you know. ok nvm. ]

4. Will you get married?-
Harder [ that isn't a horny song okay. ignore this question. ]

5. What is your best friend's theme song?-
Awakening [ i doubt that. ]

6. What is the story of your life?-
Sexplosion [ okay.. this is getting embarassing.. ]

7. What was high school like?-
Get Away [ err.. have i even been to high school? if it was sec sch.. then maybe yea? haha! lotsa embarassing moments and stupid things i did back then. ]

8. How can you get ahead in life?-
Summer is coming [ hmmm.. maybe that answers the question indirectly. haha! ]

9. What is the best thing about your friends?-
One More Night [ HAHA! yes! you guys/gals should understand why ]

10. What is today going to be like?-
The Underground [ that explains.. ive been couped up in this room like 80% of the day. haha! ]

11. What is in store for the weekend?-
Yeah [WOOOOOO!~ its gonna be a big party in store for the weekend! ]

12. What song describes you?-
Eurofighter [ that isn't me. really. i dont fight for europe. haha! ]

13. To describe your grandparents?-
Hon Dansar [ err, its a techno song. and its in spanish? i think. and i dunno what it means. so forget it ]

14 . How is your life going?-
Burn it up [ haha! sure does. lifes burning up for me, but strangely, my calories arent burning. hmm.. ]

15. What song will they play at your funeral?-
Bounce [ damn, they realy hate me don't they. -_-" ]

hahaha! im too tired to try another one..
and i had a good laugh. you should have a good laugh too!
alright. chao!

AMIR SACHOK~

2007-12-23T22:28:00.000-08:00

alright alright.
thx nures for editing the pics for me. hahaha!

www.friendster.com/quicksilver2020
see the pictures under that profile. hahaha!

yea. well, nothing much happen today.
other then the nice editing of my pictures by nures.
soo... till next time. BYE!

AMIR SACHOK~

2007-12-22T06:13:00.000-08:00

yeayea my blogs kinda dead.
kay giving it some life right now.
those 2 sentence up there, really doesnt make sense.

really.

really really. as in really.
ok shut up.

aniwaes, lets start with monday.
oh wait. lets start with sunday.
yea.
went to chalet.
lotsa hardstyle songs.
shuffling here and there.
and watched hady mirza winning the asian idol title.
its damn logical how he won.
details? please look up at http://www.budakalim.blogspot.com/
her entry on the 17th. she explained everything.
amirah, you gotta give me credits for promoting your beautiful blog ok?
you owe me a meal. hahaha!

so yea.
the night went fine.
ok it was hilarious.
i shouldnt describe it here.
its too funny to be describe.
yea. really.
really as in really really.
really. yea really.

ouh yea, finished up the nutella on the 1st day.
and the next day, no breakfast.
just plain bread. and we all survived without breakfast.
ouh wait, we survived on snacks.
mamee, potato chips, super rings.
till bbq, which was around 9?
yea.

cigarette packs was gone in a night.
1 cigarette pack for me lasted for only 4 hrs.
thats some heavy shit.

kay nuff said. thats about all.
ouh yea, did a backflip (tk menjadi) at the swimming pool.
kinda funny though. haha.

and yea went back.. ouh wait.
i always missed out the details.
went to jamming session before that.
me, sam, bob and feidegao. haha!
lagu sumer tk menjadi, i mean for the vocals section.
the rest, it went very well.
went back home and rushed to work next.
hey wait, i missed out on another detail.
my HP LCD screen broke at the chalet.
i dunno whose fault issit, but i had to fork out $90 to fix it.
damnit now im broke.

alright skip the rest of the part.
next topic, HARI RAYA HAJI!
nice food..
haha! went to grandma's house.
cousins from melbourne came to singapore.
cool, they bought me a nike shirt.
and and.. nvm, i shall not go into details about hari raya haji
since my cousins will be reading my blog. XP
SRY DUDES AND BABES!

and so.. yesterday (since now its 6.08am) i worked.
and we had a gift exchange thingy.
cool, i didnt get them a present.
going to get them soon. cool huh.
im soo damn thoughtful.
aniwaes, i got a perfume spray (or whatever its called)
nice nice. adidas brand. i LOIKE!

after that went to watch national treasure.
midnight movie larr. cool seh the show.
you guys should watch.
hilarious yet puzzling (just try to understand what im trying to say here, my london not good arh).
wanted tolepak but mom starts to sms me those "FASTER GO HOME" kinda message in a nice way.
and soo, about the taxi fare. fuck it.
i dont wanna talk about it.

alright im done here.
conclusion? im leaving town and ill be flying off to america to find the city of gold.
whatever sia amir.

Amir Sachok~

2007-12-12T00:51:00.000-08:00

yea, my bdae just passed.
got present from my classmates. an earpiece.
cool huh? =)
and a small celebration with my workmates.
thats all.
kinda dull to start my 17th years in this world.
i shall call my 17th bdae as stale seventeen?
sounds cool though. hmm...

i really dont have anything to blog right now.
so ill just blog another time then.
and that next time will be...
when i gather enough memories so that it can potray everything in my blog as words.
its hard you know converting memories to words.
maybe its hard for me. not for you. so stop bragging.
=P
alright, see you guys soon.
im refering to... i dunno, everybody?
yea, not only guys. chix too!
haha! kay shut up.

Amir Sachok~

2007-12-05T12:02:00.000-08:00

suddenly something just pooped out of my mind.
i mean popped*.
i have $__ in my bank account.
OMG. im a fast spender.
or whatever that means.

just went jamming with my colleagues (spell check).
jammed alot of songs. cool.
and that was my day.

oh wait.
before that, lets rewind.
about that myanmar girl.
she needs to brush up on her english.
just because of her, i was almost sent to counselling.
i dont need conselling mam.
she just sucked at english.
or at least pronouncing it right.
the WOODLANDERS laughed at her.
almost sent to counselling if not for our sorry words.
its just a joke. ok, shes the joke.
but WTH.

ive got alot of noseshit in my nose.
tonites that night.
im gonna try and remove them all.
with my handy-dandy... FINGER!
ahhh this feels good. OoooOooOoooO.
whateverrrrrrr.
that was gay siol.

and and and and... i want a PSP.
GRRRRRRRRRR.... pay is shit.
must start saving up. SAVE SAVE SAVE!
dont spend on unnecessary items.
i must hide my POSBcard already.
before its valueless.

now lets cut my hair.
O.o looks the same to me.

UNCLE! ONE PLAIN AND ONE KOSONG ARH!
*laughs*

Amir Sachok~

2007-12-01T23:18:00.000-08:00

ouh yea.
yesterday was another friday nite. great.

aniwaes, some people are leaving.
and we all should go sad....
haha! im feeling stupid right now.

blah3..
went to hospital today with my family.
and i swear i feel soo leftout.
cousins talking here and there.
and i didnt even socialize.
grandma didnt recognize me.
and thought i was sumbody's fiance.
i dont look that old you know.
but its ok, i dont blame her.
=)
yea, grandma fell.
and hurt her head.
kinda miss her.
its been a long itme since i saw her.
last time was at.. raye?
yea. then nvr visit her again.
maybe thats why she forgot my face.

ohwell. no emoshyts for today please!
ouh yea! met my cousin!
from JB. its been a long time since i saw her.
=) yea. shes cool.
and she may be my future boss sumday.
haha! she said soo!
better not break her promise! XP

lets just skip the next part.

alright. im off.

Amir Sachok~

2007-11-29T10:48:00.000-08:00

ouh yea.
20/100 for maths.
well, i dont give a Fff.....forget it.

im in a confused state right now.
well so be it, nobody cares.

damn, i need to start saving up.
i really need to... im left with $100 in my bank.
how pathetic...

ouh yea, some workmates are leaving soon.
damn, if everyone leaves, im leaving too.
i work there because of the people there.
not ulimately for the pay..
some people just dont understand.

damn, i need to start going to school. fuck it.
i mean, as in go to schol early.
if not ill be exempted from taking the exams... AHHH!

alright, i dont wanna rant here all day long.
so bye.

Shin~

2007-11-24T00:57:00.000-08:00

so it was done.
and i wasnt a virgin.
really larh seh! hahahaha!

aniwaes, EXAMS done. fuck it.
i just dont care anymore. hahaha! nolarh. kidding.
i dont wanna be a beggar outside asking for money in the near future.

ouh yea. england lost to croatia 3-2. damnit.
sad case. stupid manager. ahaahha!

feeling kinda strange nowadays.
i dont know why. dont ask me.
i got PMS you know. coz sumthing just came out of my shithole and it doesnt look like shit.
more to like those teriyaki balls. OOOPS.

japanese pizzas are not nice.
they got vegies in it. like 80% of the thing is covered with vegies.
ewww. but oklarh.

lets fly to the moon and make my weight 6x lesser. hahaha!
syiling keching-keching-kechingay! syiling keching-keching-kechingay! syiling keching-keching-kechingay larh! ah ah ah ah..
somebody SAVEEEEEEEEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEEEE! FROM THE MEE MAGGIE.
SOMEBODY SAVEEEEEEEEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! FROM THE COCKIE MONSTER!
eh i want a PSP larh godamnit. cool sak. COOOOOOOOOOLIE MOOOOLIE!

random thoughts. shit.

heres a story for you.
a customer was going to buy a drink.
i was the cashier. so i asked "Hello mam, can i have your order?"
and she said, "Your hair is cool. one belgium ice blended with whip please?"
and go "?????" so the moral of the story is, i dont know what im typing about.
thats not even a moral larh. *TOOT*

dumbshit. this is irritating.
assclown, that was even more irritating.
fuck, i miss wesley. OMG! gayshit moments!
dont bother. hahaha!

i really need a piece of pen and paper.
to write my thoughts out. this isn't enuf. oh wait.
i think i need to improve my handwriting 1st. -_-"

ouh well. you just have spend about 5mins or less wasting your time to read my blog.
cool right?
*and everybody goes "Fuck you larh Amir. __. waste my time..."*

Shin~

2007-11-20T23:58:00.000-08:00

nice sunny day to start off my week.
that was sarcastic. aniwaes, what a paper to start the week.
PRINCIPLES OF ELECTRICAL AND ELECTRONIC ENGINEERING.
or short form for PEEEpek.
what a fucked up paper. well, im sure not hoping to pass that one.
its not like those past year papers that ive done.
formula sheet didnt help. not even one tiny lil bit.
oh well, i dont give a f..... forget it.

ended the day by going jamming.
it was nice. but the drums just had to be sucky.
not the drummer, the drums. it was like kerepek yng merepek.
wth. aniwaes, unholy confessions was a nice way to end the day.
went to outlet, and me and fiz went freeloading.
it just taste nice when its free if you know what i mean.

and i studied until 3am after that. it was a waste. nothing was understood.
next morning, woke up at 9, and i had a mugrush-ing.
err, its mugging and rushing. mugging + rushing = mugrush-ing.
met shuai ge yanzhao, got smacked for being late, as always.
but yea, they thought me for like less then 1 hour and i understand the whole thing.
soo, its sucha funny thing where lecturers can give you 8 weeks of lecture and you not listening to anyone of them, but yet you can understand everything that the lecturers have been blabbering about for less then an hour. conclusion? lecturers talk alot of cock.

and yea, the paper was freaking easy.
and i need to remind myself to bring a ruler to draw a straight line instead of using my admission card as a ruler. i looked like a cheapskate doing that. hah. but who cares.

then had a lil side trip before going to outlet.
farhan, fiz and ika was there. and azmi too.
hes fun-NY! gayshit here and there.
but still, better then that blackgay.
opps, sry racist!

went back to find that i have another.... how many hours to study maths.
but i've not even started. and im blogging.
maths just have to wait.

REMINDER TO MYSELF : Please remind yourself to forget withdrawing $20 from your bank account to payback your long overdue loan from your lil 12year old sister.

alright nites~

Shin~

2007-11-18T22:35:00.000-08:00

i feel that this blog should have some pictures in it. so yea.

lets see. hmm how about this one.

omg, such cute snowmans.
err, ????
its a thing used to suck out things when the sink's choked godamnit!
it says " IN CASE OF FIRE, DO NOT USE LIFT, USE WATER".
if you sprinkle, when you tinkle, be a sweetie and wipe the seatie!

nice one. alright.

im sooo damn bored right now.

just awaiting my MST to pass by so ill fail without even realising i did.

damnit. im soo gonna be expelled.

ouh yea, nothing else to write. just enjoy the pics up there while you can.

just dont get dirty thinking about it.

Shin~

2007-11-16T22:38:00.000-08:00

damn, im just not motivated to study.
here i am blogging. why?
coz im bored.
im supposed to be studying right now.
but no. im blogging.
damn. whats gonna happen to me?

fail poly. repeat module.
if not, dropout. expelled.
can't take final year test.
go to ITE. mix with the wrong kids.
be a bad boy.
then get a job.
as a drug dealer.
or maybe a mafia. who knows.
then i'd go to jail. and be a convict.
destroy my future and look back.
and realise how stupid i was last time not to study.

wow im thinking way too far.
but this still doesnt help motivate me to study.

hmm, MST coming up. and i think im gonna fail everything.
theres too much to learn, and soo lil time.
with me going at this rate, i think im gonna fail.
and get a GPA of .. i dunno 1?
and i still dont understand how the F is my GPA related to my grades.
i dont even know how to count them.

this portion of my blog is random. so just ignore.

ok. im beginning to feel that strong bond between (____-___-_____) are just falling apart.
last time, we used to hang out with each other alot.
now, you all have got your own cliques. i realised this after somebody mentioned it to me.
the cousins with the cousins. the 'heroes' and mon always with their games and hang out with their friends. and for me, well, im left out. i dunno. maybe im just bad at socialising. or issit that im bad in the sense that people dont like me for who i am? wth am i asking this qns. i dont really know. and wth did i wrote this in my blog? that is another enigma to me. but one things for sure, i missed the old times.

aniwaes. back to my poly life.
did you know that i have been failing my tests, all the way.
and if i fail this one, i think i have to quit my job.
but i love my job. its more enjoyable then studying.
but my job brings me to nowhere. it just drains your energy.
but still, i love it.
but. fuck the butts.

and that still doesnt motivates me to study.
damn, i need to go some psychotherapy operation.
so that i'll study even if im not motivated.
damn. this sucks.

i think ill start to force myself to study.
and ouh yea, before that.
i wanna say sry zara coz i cant send you off.
and sry for bugging you to teach me maths, although i know you are very2 busy.
and thanks for volunteering.

yea thats about it.
ouh yea, one last bit.
i miss my friends.

Shin~

2007-11-10T15:22:00.000-08:00

sooo, its been a long time.
since ive blog.
been busy yea. working, and studying.
i have to wake up early everyday! damn. i wanna quit school.
but i dont wanna end up working as a cleaner my whole life with only an olvl cert in my hand.
i must work hard. eh whatever. this motivational talks isnt working.
i need "to chase the dragon, and alot of dragons".

so elearning week went pass quite quickly. and i feel kinda sad it did.
it was a one week break and there was alot to do at that time but i spend my half of my time in the outlet at amk hub with the SIC, and the PT barista. duh.
it was fun though. haha!
shafiq's bdae just passed, and i still havent get the photos from him. damn.
and we took like half a gb of memory containing pictures of us using bliondi's SLR camera. O.o
fun2. camwhoring is fun. but its just not my type. -_-" hahaha!
ok maybe sometimes, whn i get bored.

ouh yea! i cut my hair on my own yesterday night. not those pubic hair you perverts.
the hair on my head. yea. it looks kinda funny right now, but wth, i still look sachok. hahaaha!
whatever amir.

i need to change my blogskin. like really need to change my blogskin.

and i wanna learn how to shuffle. O.o wouldnt it be nice if i could shuffle?
not that shuffling of cards you idiotssssssss!~ shuffle is a type of dance.
i love techno and trance, but i dunno how to shuffle. hmm.. ill learn. soon. hahaha!

i wanna go jamming again. damn. but what songs are we gonna play? hmm.... beats me.

im seriously writing crap right now. ouh yea! raya was fun. hey wait...nothing. ive updated about the raya trip.

someday, over the rainbow.......... i see a pot of gold.
then i can buy my PSP.
damn, i think im gonna get my PSP on the 15th december. next2 pay here i come!

i hope i can survive long enuf for me to get my november pay.. hmmm...

alright. gtg. nothing much to talk about here. my life is not mundane but its just that theres alot of lil things to write that im tooo lazy to write about. but what i know is that im enjoying my life. and thats just about the only thing i want to stay the same for now.

till we meet again...

Shin~

2007-10-30T17:52:00.000-07:00

yesss im hopeless i know.

i cant even spare some time for my blog.

aniwaes, raye was fun. shall not go into details.
and the night before that was fun too. same here, shall not go into details.
pics and stuffs all in my hp.
too lazy to put them up.
or rather i have no mood to.

and sry zara, i cant do any one of your quizzes, its too long.
ill try to though. which usually never occur.

and yes, like they say, i make a bad friend.

Shin~

2007-10-22T12:13:00.000-07:00

ok. im at school now.
and it sux to get a warning letter.
have been coming late for school everytime.
damn today im early.

and sry baby bear for not giving pix comments and for not doing that thing you tagged me.
i promised ill do it soon ok babybear? =D
jgn marah tau!

haha! kk im soo ready for the midnight movie with them. yayyyy!

lets taunt.

Shin~

2007-10-13T01:27:00.000-07:00

im just online to wish all my MALAY friends out there..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
maaf zahir dah batin.
harap salah silapku dimaafkan korang sumer pat luar saner kay?
semoga anda diberkati..

i dont wanna be racist.. haha!

CHEY cam betol ajer aku. but seriously, i really wanna ask forgiveness to all you people out there. i know ive done alot of sins this year soo please forgive me! and makan minum sumer halalkn yerr? =P haha! now i just need to see forgiveness from God. hmmm...

aniwaes, thats it for today. this year baju raye colour metallic black BAYBEH! weeehoooo!~

Shin~

2007-10-12T04:20:00.000-07:00

and its 4am.
and im updating.
hahahaha! its sooo funny.

dah bes... *with the slamba action that hafiz made*
HAHAHA! kk.

gi kau makan brownie yng dah jatoh pat lantai! aku bastard seh.
tkper.. aku dah pernah kene bastard per.
org tarok whipp cream pat pouch aku. tkper2..
now my turn to bastard org.
passing on my experience larh katerkn. WAHAHAHA!

O.o somebody smokin'!
whatever amir. kau mepek.

im supposed to sleep. but im not. why?
interesting people cam online then minute i wanna go offline.
and i cant resist talking to interesting people that always keep me interested in anything.
eh aper aku ckp ni. sry aku dah biol.
im not supposed to be blogging. but ive got the urge to blog.
gian larh katerkn. AMIR MEPEK LAGI!

satu, dua, tiga, kiter buat sekali lagi!
WHATEVER, SEMARANG, APER JE! NYEHAHAHA!
aku shiok sendiri sak. HAHA! amir giler, yayay... mampos...

ika gave me this comment.
"where iz pinky?
where iz pinky?
here i m
here i m
how r u todae sir?
veri fine n thank u
run awae
run awae"

and i replied to her this.
"ika giler.
ika giler.
yes she is.
yes she is.
she gave me a comment.
a very funny comment.
agaknyer...
agaknyer..."

haha! lame. but i LOIKE!
and again people go "KONEK ARH KAU AMIR!"
and i go " AKU AMIR, BUKAN KONEK. =)"
huahuahuahua! kk. i think im gonna faint. *kebabooooom! he slams on the bed, emotionless*
cheh! english aku bgs nmpk? tkper aku tk nk action. aku tau english aku B4. tapi tkyah nk action eh mir? kk aku giler. aku ckp ngn diri sendiri. HAHAHA!

eh i think im gonna sleep. at last. i feel soo tired. =_="
byebye gays and lassies! guys and ladies i mean. nyehahaha!

Shin~

2007-10-09T01:33:00.000-07:00

am i meant to be hated?
i guess so. yea whatever.

i think im gonna be serious starting from now.
no more stupidity. just plain serious.

im not gonna seek attention.
im not gonna be a poser.
im not gonna be a loser.
im just gonna be good.
good boy going for good marks.

whatever. this just sux.

Shin~

2007-10-07T18:03:00.000-07:00

soo, i thought people dont actually read my blog. haha!
but they do. soo ill just update what i can.

im sooo lazy to update about what happened. coz its boring.
soo damn boring. and its not exciting. unless if i went on a mission to catch a bad guy or sumthing. then that would be exciting.

ouh yea! i met wanie yesterday! at geylang. DUH! she was shopping. with her family.
and yessss. it was at 2am. hahaha! we took a pic and im waiting for her to give me the pic.
aniwaes, im beginning to think how ive not been contacting with all my friends.
and blah2.. damn, i know im uncontactable and ive lost almost all of your contacts larh.
but please dont say aku tk ingat members. aku masih ingat larh. its only that ive been tooo busy.

and yes i miss all of you. GILAclique, bros and all of my very2 close friends. we will meet this raye, i hope. please lets make it happen. =)

ok, thats all for today. i sound soo emo on this post. farking hell.

Shin~

2007-09-30T00:54:00.000-07:00

i love my work.
cause why? things just keep falling to my head and i make a stoned face.
and everybody goes HAHAHAHA. wth. LOL!

i feel tired but i cant sleep.
thx to coffee!! weeehoooo!~ im loving it!

ouh yea. mom and dad went to coffee bean at wheellock place.
and i went back. like, omg.
they asked me to go home early..
and i went home early like they said..
but they went to coffee bean to fetch me.
omgomgomg. this happens to people who dont have handphones.
LOL!!!!
ok shucks. people at wheellock know that i was the unlucky person who lost his handphone and ic and blah3 on my 1st day of work. damn.
i just went in that outlet and people go like " you amir? youre the guy whose hp got stolen on the 1st day of work issit?" and i go like damn, how you know? in my mind larh..
haha! im popular, for the wrong reasons.
and that alfian guy didnt bully me! dunno for what reason.
maybe coz farhana ask him not to bully me? or issit shah who said to alfian not to bully me or else *toot* . HAHAHA! kidding.

aniwaes, working at wheellock is tiring.
damn, i wana go back ang mo kio hub! and meet my homies!
i miss them sial. HAHAHA!

ok so im tired. and im not gonna write nonsense today.
coz you guys will just go "AMIR MEPEK SIA!" yea. HAHAHA!

see you gays around!
sooon~~

Shin~

2007-09-26T10:17:00.000-07:00

ok, work is FUN!!!
hahaaha!

aniwaes, lets open a topic.
a topic about being gay.
im not gay. yea.
end of topic.
everybody thinks im gay.
and i hate it.
so please dont call me gay.
if you do, then ill really fuck you upside down.
thx. =)

school was so-so larh. monday and tuesday was maths. -_-"
i wonder how i got b3 for my olevels in maths.
ive been failing maths for the past exams SEH.
WTH. i need to buck up. damn. i really need too.
and ouh yea. IDEAS class was BORING. the lecturer was. LAWL!
CRS ... was a totally PRANK. my lecturer bastard.
she go tell us CRS module changed.
to some lifestyle skills module..
then say we need to have a partner. as in GF or BF.
until the end of year 3.
and she said this, " you will be paired up with the School of Business for this module.."
and my class went berserk.. coz theyre soo fucking excited.
then she said next lesson is Speed Dating.
and everybody was screaming mad again.
but then, she said, ok, all ive said before, was all a prank.
and everybody went...like.. FUCK LARH! CHIBAI!
yea. my friend really did scold the lecturer. but scold funnily larh. HAHA!
he wasted soo much energy getting soo excited over nothing. HAHAHA!
yea. and PEEE lesson, same ol' boring lecturer.
GEMS was cool.
it was the coolest ever. ok maybe not so. theres one poser in my class.
he already know about all these things then wanna brag about it in class.
sucha toot. if you know already then why you take that GEMs? sooo fucking stupid.
yea. some people are just meant to be hated.

eh you know. talking about posers. i hate posers like this *showing a big thing* much larh.
but i think i myself is a poser. sheesh. AMIR POSER. hahaha!
nvm larh eh. hahaha! ill try to act stupid like last time again.
HAHA!

eh, im beginning to feel stupid larh.
O.o. cooool amir... coool..

ouh yea! just now was like a AMK Hub Barista's gathering. HAHA!
1st, i went to work. then jeremy came to work.
then aan and asyiq tagged along.
hafiz came, and ika came too a lil bit later.
and they sat there, eating the coffee bean cakes and pasteries, drinking the ice blended drinks and etc. like nobody business.
haha! and yea. theres this one guy. name Danny. he talks chinese only.
and i cant understand him. sry dude!!!!
ill have to start learning chinese!!!!!!

ok guys. tmrw SCHOOl LARH!
i need to sleeep.
k bye. love you all.

Shin~

2007-09-23T22:15:00.000-07:00

soooo..
its been a long time since ive updated.
but who cares right? nobodys gonna read my stupid crap aniwaes.
HAHAHAHA!

soo. i can tell you this.
working at coffee bean is DAMN AWESOME!
the manager is awesome, the barista's working there is awesome too.
OMG. i cant quit this job. its like, FUN LARH!
i not tired working from 11 to 11 which happened yesterday.
coz the job isnt lacking in caffeine. HAHAHA!
i sooo love my job.

ouh yea, did i tell anyone i got the title ice blended king! haha!
just because i make nice spirals and petals in the cup.
and i make nice whip cream too. its always FULL. HAHAHA! serious.

oklarh. i dont wanna brag. later people call me poser.
but i know why they call me that larh. coz they JEALOUS. hahaha!
aniwaes, my HP and ic + POSB card + Ez-link card got stolen.
on my 1st day of work. but still, im not that sad about it.
coz its claimable. except for maybe the HP.
BUT WHO CARES! my hp is going to be dead soon aniwaes.
HAHAAHAHHAHAAHAHA! but i have to make errands to make IC and POSB card and yadayada.. sooo leceh.

i really feel like talking crap now larh.
but its soooooooooooooo not in my moood.
coz schools starting. damn. im beginning to hate lectures..
because of the lecturers, not my classmates.

ouh yea, did i tell you that i wanna tell you guys something but i forgot?
i just did. hahaha! sry guys. i forgot.

ouh yea, schools starting.and ive got to sleep fast. nbcb. hahaha!

seeee you tmrw people! if i can see you. HAHAHAHA!

Shin~

2007-09-20T23:20:00.000-07:00

and a stupid statement became a big issue.

aper larh. okok nothing to update.
just came online to tell something to somebody. and im done.
and i wouldnt tell you what it is coz its private and confidential.
so dont kepo2 larh eh.

im out.

Shin~

2007-09-19T17:32:00.000-07:00

i love MOS soundtracks.
MOS meaning the opposite of SOM. HAHAHA!
nolarh ass. it means Ministry Of Sound.
OMG. im addicted to their songs.

soo who SAYS NON-MATREPS cannot hear TECHNO?
wth. everybody can hear them larh.
its all up to you.

soo, yesterday was coffee bean Ice Blended Class.
=) im a natural expert in whip creaming. XP
omg, its true larh. even the person who trained us said that.
he said something like that.. "Everybody go back and train their index finger, except for him *points to me*" hahaha!
and ouh yea, making my 1st cup. it was oh-so-scary.
everybody was loooking at me. even the staffs working there.
and i went, ok.. i need to do this perfectly..
and yea. i did it! i got some claps too! well done amir.
youre gonna be the next best barista. XP

and OMG. i saw this very beautiful girl when i was doing my ice blended.
and i gave her the cup i made.
with my HP number written on it. ehehehehe...
NOLARH! that was all lies. im just kidding.
im not that straightforward.
i just said hi, and just keep quiet. XP
aniwaes, im very proud i got compliments while doing my ice blended cup
while others get like.. more lecturing then me. WEEEHOOOO!~

some people say that love in blind.
ill say this, "that was sooo out of the subject."

eh, why doesnt the sky fall?
does anybody know why?
wheres theres no pillars holding the sky..
OMG. that keeps me thinking....
whats outside of the universe?
is there any other life forms other then earth?
why are the stars soo far?
how can the black hole suck up EVEN LIGHT?
how can a supernovae explosion be sooo freaking big?
why does stars twinkle?
is the universe expading? or shrinking?
will the world end like, all the stars, sun and everything else in this universe just smacks down on earth?
and it will the the largest kaboom in the whole universe? which we will never live to tell the tale?
omg, those thoughts really scares me. damn.

i want a time machine please?
then i can go back time and withdraw my money from my bank over and over again.
and the bank just keeps topping up. oh.. that would be sooo darn damn great......
haha! wishes never do come true. haha!
especially if its a ridiculous thing. XP

ok, im bored. so if anybody went online and has nobody to talk to. please talk to me?
dont be sombong and just keep quiet, waiting for others to talk to you which will never happen.
HAHAHA! ok crap. im the one whose liddat now. XP
aniwaes, my point is, im bored all the time.

i need some music beating through my eardrums.

Shin~

2007-09-18T16:40:00.000-07:00

ok so its 4.20am now.
lets see how fast i can post this ~~piece of shit~~entry. =D

soo, why i have not been updating?
let me give you a brief overview.
sleep, wake up, eat, bath, shit, pee.
and theres other stuffs too!
coffee, games, lazy, time, work, pray, no net connection.
yes.

ive been busy with all these things.
ergh. but i still wanna blog. soo here we go!
another post without pics! duh... this is normal in my definition of blogging. XP

aniwaes, how sway am i.
ill tell you what happened today.
i mean yesterday since today is yesterdays tommorrow. right?
i know you gays are confused soo just listen.
haha!

soo i didnt sleep till subuh. slept from 6~8am.
then i went tocoffee bean HQ for my orientation.
it was in redhill. 211 henderson. -_-"
it was far. and i rushed there. coz i thought my orientation was at 10am.
soo i went there to find out it was at 6pm. -_-" wth.
wth as in like WHAT THE HELL!!
i went back and slept. and went back to cofee bean again.
this time, my zipper broke, coz im too fat for my pants. nolarh kidding.
the zipper was destroyed by me? coz it got stucked. dunno why.
then i wore some baggy pants. -_-" Again. the lame face.
then i went out. and rushed again. when i board the bus did i realise that i didnt bring my POSBcard. i was supposed to top up my ezlink. then i realise i got 6 dollars. so i just continued with my journey.
then after that, reached late, but the trainer was great.
he was lame. lamer then me. thats why i said hes great. coz hes better then me. sheesh.
i envy him larh. okok that sounded gay.
aniwaes, it ended at like.. 10.32pm?!? and i reached home at 11.45pm. -_-" again. that lame face.
and now, i still havent had a shut eye. coz i dont want to and dont intend to.
and i have an orientation in 13hrs time. =P

soo heres an "S" phrase i made when i was bored.

AN "S" PHRASE FOR YOU - sometimes, someone somewhere, somehow says something stupid.

khakphuii. that was lame. i LOIKE!

can you say this?
no you cant.
coz you youre wondering what i was asking you to say.
but infact, it was a very simple question.
i asked you to say this.
you can just reply "this". hahhahaa! you selow-brained-whatever!
nyehahahaha! im bad.

saper2 boleh tolong aku tk??
TOLONG DIAM!

ops.. sry for those who dont understand malay.
ill translate for you.

who can help me?
HELP ME TO SHUT YOUR MOUTH!

was that translation correct? nvm. at least you get the point.

one day i said, hey, lets make a difference!
and she said, ok, you've already made a difference by saying that.

i got into a fire but never got burnt... i think i can fly...HEROES, coming soon on November 2007.
i got into a fire and scalded every part of my body... i think i can jump down from the empire state building... LOSERS. coming soon on November 2008.

ok im done. see you guys soooooon!~

Shin~

2007-09-14T15:03:00.000-07:00

this blogger is killing me.
maybe its my net connection.
or maybe this page usually uploads slowly.
i dont know, but i f**king care.
opps. sry. its fasting time.
i aint supposed to be saying these things.

have been listening to trance, house, techno songs lately.
blasting till the neighbours dance to the beat.
yea. i can have a party in my house you know.
its just that i dont want to.
coz im bad at organizing things.

its the fasting month!
and my lifestyle has been going like this.
12.30pm to 6am, staying awake. all the bathing and prayer time slotted at their right times.
then from 6am to 12.30pm, i sleep. hahahaha!
its cool yaw. you dont have to drag your way to sahur.

now my fathers being reasonable.
cool. i can work. weeehooooo!~
i know you guys are gonna ask me where i work.
and i think most of you guys know already.
but if you dont, then dont ask larh eh?
hahaha!

owwww.... my tail bone hurts.

Shin~

2007-09-10T16:44:00.000-07:00

i was like, ok.. im done with all of these things.
and i threw it away.

soo, its been 3 days since i parted with you.
and im beginning to mis you darling.
you seem soo near yet soo far.
i always see you here and there.
but i never did greet you.
coz i know, youre one hell of a liar.
but still, i miss you.
i dont know why.
im starting to hate you but still i miss you.

ah yea yea yea.. emo. but its not refering to anybody.
its refering to .... ehem2... i dont wanan share with your gays! wakakakaka!

aniwaes, what in the world is happening to the world.
okok that sounds sooo devastating.
i mean, like whats with the people living in singapore?
some sleeping in the MRT with their nose and mouth widely open.
some playing with vegetables. some bloody kid larh. kept on screaming in the MRT.
got to play with that long bean his mom gave to him and he kept quiet.
for a while. -_-" DUH. stupid pampered kids.
and some even, never washed their clothes for 1 month and wears them again.
and it smells like its dumped in sweat for over a week man. damn.
soo i shall ask this question which none have the answer to it.
what is happening to this world? or at least in singapore?
haha.

is there something that can occupy my thoughts?
like something else other then my laptop?
my poker cards? or my.... nvm.
porn isnt doing any good either. wahahahaha!
okok so i can already imagine you perverts looking at the word porn and waiting for me to tell you guys all about it. beat it larh punks.
or horny bastards. go watch youreselves. or better yet, go download it and get caught.
weeehoooo!~

i just watched this video on the sex encounters with an alien.
its like the alien probed them and then they said they have sex with the alien.
and the alien shape is like... a real female! without the hair. -_-"
they must have had that vision because of one thing.
theyre deprived of SEX! haha! so they make dreamt of it and claimed its real.
STUPID! that show waste my time. id rather watch MTV.
watching .... ah nvm. later you perverts will go,"hes like one of us!" again.
im not a pervert. im just interested. XP get the difference?

and this msg is to all zac efron fans out there.
ZAC EFRON IS GAY. and HES STILL A GAY!
and hes hawt... NOT! hahahahaha! (soms joke)
dont understand? then nvm. youre selower then me i guess.

let me blast the speakers please? kick that bass! oh god, its 4.44PM. great. -_-"

Shin~

2007-09-06T22:59:00.000-07:00

ill just share what aishah said today.

A is for Aishah [: says:
abang amir.
i know you start with your friends along.
and when you stop, youre hoping for them to stop along with you too.
but its really up to you to stop or not.
its to ur own initiative to stop!
when you die, you die alone.
no other friends of you who started smoking with you when ure in sec 3 is gonna be with you in yr own grave!
wake up! its time for you to wake up.
biler lagik you wnna stop?

imagine 20 yrs down the road.
when youve got a family already.
you SMOKE infront of yr children.
and 10 yrs later, they also started smoking cos they learn it from you.
how would you feel?
youd feel as if youre a bad father kan?
So stop everything now.
Whatever you do, its gnna have an impact to yr own future.

i know you wnna lead a happy life like others as well.
but smoking is making yr life unhappy.
you are always worrying all the time, it makes yr life miserable.
you dont have any cig, you start worrying.
you dont have money to buy cigs, you start feeling miserable.

A is for Aishah [: says:
why worry or feel miserable all day long just for a stupid god knows how many stupid chemical x there are in one stick?
WAKE UP SENIOR.
i dont wnna see you in hosp, fighting for your life how many yrs down the road.
i dont wnna see you crying cos you regret wadever you did in the past, 20 yrs down the road later.

wake up, its time you wake up.
i know old habits die hard.

remember, just try to cut down the habit.

h a b i t.
cut it down and you still have abit of it.
a b i t.
cut it down still and youre only left with?
B I T.

Come on i believe you can do it.

A is for Aishah [: says:
what if we were to bump into each other when youre a father with a cute lil son in yr hands and den youre having a sickness..
dont you love ur family?
dont you love the pple who love you?
come on, spare a thought for them.

A is for Aishah [: says:
STOP OKAY?
YOU CAN DO IT! :D
WITH MANY MANY LOVE FROM ME AND YB!

damn. i feel guilty. i feel very guilty.
fcuk it. i gonna quit someday. damn am i gonna quit.

thx aishah. i really appreciate it. =)
and nures too. for advicing me.

Shin~

2007-09-06T15:29:00.000-07:00

bloody hell.
my father is unreasonable.
and i think my father is the only unreasonable person in the whole world.
yes.
aniwaes, yesterday was fun.
ouh yea, for today, i wanna upload PICX!
really larh. for the 1st time? hmm.. hahaha! 1st in a long time larh nb.
you think i stupid arh? dunno how to upload pics.
i smart one, its just that im lazy larh arseholes.
ok enjoy the pics. (AL EDITTED BY NURES, the girl without the ah.)

and heres some snap shots of what happen.

eh wait. most of them are posing shots. ahh just look at them larh babi.

and all of us went back home.

after 1 hour of lepaks? yea. ahaha!

aniwaes, thats all folks! see you toots around someday.

and this pics uploading is killing me. -_-"

Shin~

2007-09-04T07:30:00.000-07:00

ok my pal nures just made me wonder about something.
damn am i soo busted.

im not blaming her for popping this subject up.
haiyo. dilemma larh.

father, why must you be in sucha bad mood.
i just went out for a few hours.
is that bad? duh. i didnt do anything wrong larh.
i just went around the neighbourhood and see2 here and there.
and that is also a wrong thing to do.
ishk, ass sia.

ouh, why do trend nowdays are soo merepek.
i know i know, im a budak kuno.
no sense of fashion. im not a rich kid you know.
i wear free shirts almost everydae i tell you.
and im not shy to tell. coz i know i cant afford to buy lots and lots of nice clothes.
but free shirts looks nice too you know.
and and and, im not pampered.
still waiting for a new phone.

people people, please contact me through my house phone.
dial 999 and give them my blog address and ask them to locate me then ask then for my phone number ok? thx. my phone has died yesterday. R.I.P. stupid phone.

its spoilt larh. damnit.
i need to buy a new phone, fast.

im confused. out of all the daes, why must it be tmrw where everything just has to clash?
damnit. im gonna settle things.
eh aan!! ANGKAT PHONE KAU!...
alamak, now i realise hes playing takraw and hes phone doesnt ring. tooot!

everythings gonna be alright.
for you, not for me.
dont you know that i love you soooo much?
no? then beat it. ahahaha!

random. i was trying to act emo. tk menjadi sakz.

eh, i really have to settle things. i wanted to write more crappy stuffs.
but, time doesnt seem to stop larh.
too bad perverts out there, youll have to wait.
wahahahaha!

im out of here.

Shin~

2007-09-03T16:08:00.000-07:00

im just gonna update the stories of what happened last fridae.
ive ben busy lately with this and that.
and i know nobody reads my shit so thats why i dont bother to update so much. wahaha!
nolarh kidding. stupids.

if you wanna look at the pics, please go to these people's blogs
NURES
SYAZA
WANIE
ZARA

just click on them and you can be teleported directly to their blogs.

soo, it was a very fun day. i missed the performance larh.
but wth. alot of people came not to say happy teachers day but instead meet up with ol' friends.
haha! i knew i did. but still, i did say happy teachers day to those teachers i met larh. im not that heartless.

soo, met up with bros and the clique at school. and after that we split up. girls went to eat, boys went to play soccer. it was boring larh. plus our usual spot is taken by this year sec 4 students. soo fcuked up larh. we nvr played at that place anymore for a long time then they wanna conquer. oh god, please let them be catched by the police and be fined real good. yea. XP

soo we went to play in the carpark, and it was a bore too. soo in the end, we went to join in with the girls. they were eating at pizza hut. and and I WAS HUNGRY! and i think roq too. soo we met bad and went to CWP together.

in the end, we went to eat at banquet. roq treat us to the movies! $9.50 x 11 = ??? you do the maths larh, i soo lazy coz i dont wanna feel guilty of being treated by you. wahaha! XP
and and it was hairspray. errr... i think i prefer high school musical then hairspray. coz coz theres more HAWT CHIKIES IN HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL THEN IN HAIRSPRAY!! and the story ended very very very very badly. zac efron, youre not hawt larh. wahahaha!!!!
(and all the girls will be killng me after this)

after that went here and there. and then, syaza and wanie left us. -_-"
they had to leave early. duh. haha! the rest of the gang went to titanic. thats the place
where romeo and juliet died. eh no. wrong. where leonardo and juliet spread their hands and did some stupid pose? wrong again. its near woodlands mrt station idiots. haha!
we sat there and just ... sit around there at 1st. then som started with his magics, again. and then after hes out of tricks, we were bored again.. so somebody (i forgot who, i think som) started to tell ghost stories larh. this one based on real experience larh. 1st hand encounter larh.
then roq, nures, asyiq and me started to tell larh about all the ghost stories.

and then we went home at about 9am. NAH KIDDING. its PM larh.
said our last goodbyes and kisses and and and hugges and and and.. okok im exagerrating. its just goodbyes. haha! we had fun larh. but but too bad there wasnt enough of time and money to do more fun stuffs. hahaa!

soo now the stupid part of my post.

youre stupid to look at this. wahahahaha!
coz im not gonna write anything stupid today larh GUNDUHEAD!

see you around soon.
jgn nk terase that you means you. wahahahaha!
faham tk? tk faham then youre selow.
selow like sotong.
eh wait, sotong moves quite fast.
selow like turtle.
or maybe snail.
or maybe a sloth.
or maybe .... whatever! semarang! aper je!
hahaha!

some say leh, some say lah.
i say you, you say i
i love you, you hate i
i hentam you, you go and die.

err, that poem didnt work. nvm. it still rhymes.
i love things that rhymes.
weeeehooooo!~ im loving it.

save yourself.
join the navy. or army.
or the airforce. or just run for your lives.

i just watched the day of the kamikaze.
its very cool. japanese suicide bombers. using aeroplanes as a missile.
coolshit. but stupid. might aswell surrender. bodoh! surrender is better larh bodoh!

i dont wanna be in love, i dont wanna be in love.

Shin~

2007-08-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

suddenly, everything just rushes in.
and i can cope with it. damn.

i dont wanna feel down larh.
it sucks you know.
i wanna be happy. yay.
ok that sounds sooo damn sad.
wahaha!

i just feel fcuked up right now.
just shut up and dont add up to my problems.
if you do then youre a bitch. if not then youre gay.
if not, then youre a pervert. wahaha! just kidding.

see you guys soon at school.
lets sae our thx to our teachers for making me suffer in poly.
wahaha! poly life is tough you know. its not the studies.
its the influence. yea. only poly students know..
soo THOSE PEOPLE whose NOT a POLY STUDENT yet, then dont say
poly life is easier then secondary school. dont nagg. dont complain.
coz if you do, then youre PAMPERED! wahaha! arsehole.
sry but ive got nothing else to talk about.

see you gays around!
i mean guys and ladies. and whatever.

Shin~

2007-08-30T15:30:00.000-07:00

Face Down - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..

this song is cool i tell you.

can anybody tell me whats wrong with this world?
its soo complicated. even sex is complicated.

whatever.

im running out of techno songs larh peeps.
can gimme some? please? pretty please?
no? fuck you. fuck fuck fuck . ahh ahh..
that feels good.

i mean the massage damnit! see, perverts coming my blog again. ishk3.

eh why didnt person A wanna read person B's blog?
becoz hes lazy.
or maybe he cant read.
or maybe hes gay.
or maybe hes blind.
or maybe hes stupid.
or maybe youre supid. wahaha!

somebody say this fast.
peter piper picked a pack of pickled pepper.
peter piper picked a pack of pickled pepper.
peter piper picked a pack of pickled pepper.
peter piper picked a pack of pickled pepper.
peter piper picked a pack of pickled pepper.
peter piper picked a pack of pickled pepper.
peter piper picked a pack of pickled pepper.

losers.

sometimes people just dont learn their lessons.
coz theyre dumb right stupid. and stuborn-heads.
and they have ego bigger then their balls.
yes they do.

i can see your future...
i can see you... growing up. thats all.
im not god.
im a human being.
comon larh people. stop asking fortune teller to tell your fate.
if they are soo good at fortune telling, then ask them to tell their own fortune larh.
.... DOTZ. wahaha!

dad! grandma said that if you wanna buy me a brand new handphone at 23,
then she might aswell use her money and buy for me a car.
ishk3. dad, see how good grandma is to me.
she deserves my $50. bluek. wahahaha!

eh, did i tell you guys i gave part of my salary to my grandma?
yea, im such a good grandson.
err, well, actually, im ust repaying back her manymany deeds to me larh.

last time, when i was a kid, i was very impulsive? if thats the right word..
aniwaes, i alwaes want this and that.
mom and dad wont let me buy it, so.
theres ALWAES grandma!
weeeehooooo!~ thx grandma.

i feel bored at home.
i need some entertainment.
i need something to entertain me.
or someone. like......
A PET OR SUMTHING!
haha!

saes something i wanna hear now please.
i wanna hear it from your mouth.
the words. say it into my ears.
say that you WANT TO EAT WITH ME AT LONG JOHN SILVER! wahaha!

and i still havent got my router. asshole.

Shin~

2007-08-28T00:43:00.001-07:00

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1 : ADIDAS BAG!
2 : WIRELESS ROUTER!
3 : NEW HANDPHONE!
4 : NEW WALLET!
5 : a proper birthday celebration. XP

Answer the following questions :
1. The person who tag you is?
NURES, the girl without the AH.

2. Your relationship with him/her is -
GILAclique.

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her -
1st : HORNY. 2nd : VERY HORNY. 3rd : VERY VERY HORNY. 4th : most likely shes irritated by what i wrote for the 1st and the 2nd. 5th : SHES THE BEST HORNY PARTNER YOU CAN EVER TALK TO. I SAID TALK TO ONLY. WAHAHAHA!

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you -
ouh shit, i forgot. NAH JUST KIDDING! she punched me in the face with a fruit juice in her hand. that was some coool punch.

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you -
err.. ouh yea. AMIR, DAH DIAM. and and... SHUT UP YOU HORNY BITCH.

6. if she becomes your lover, you will -
run away from her. coz shes toooo violent for me to control. WAHAHAHA!

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be -
her hair. MUST BE LONGER SOO SHE CAN BE HAWTTER THEN WHAT SHE IS NOW.

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will -
i will wait till she becomes my friend back. but before that, i will POKE HER WITH A TOOTHPICK ALLLL AROUND HER BODY. MUAHAHAHAHA!

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be -
IM TOO IRRITATING FOR HER. NURES, MY FAULT LARH. ALL MY FAULT. =P

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is -
PINCHING HER CHEEKS TILL IT EXPLODES LIKE AN ATOMIC BOMB FOR MAKING ME DO THIS. WAHAHA!

11. your overall impression of him/her is -
HORNY.

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you?) -
IRRITATING, LAME, CRAZY.

13. the character you love of yourself are -
CRAZY

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are -
HORNY. WAHAHAHA! nah, i hate EMOSHYTTING. NURES HEARD THAT!?!

15. the most ideal person you want to be is -
MY TWIN BROTHER. if he exist.

16.for people that care and like you, say something to them -
i care and like you too. BIG HUG!

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you -

1. AISHAH
2. NURES
3. SYAZA
4. WANIE
5. ZARA
6. THAQIF
7. SYAMIL
8. HAZIQ
9. NASIRAH
10. SHIHUI

who is no.6 having relationship with? - i seriously dont know. SERIOUS LARH SIAL!

Is no.9 a male or female? -FEMALE

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? - no. 7 has a GF, and no. 10 has a BF. so they
are not compatible. NONONONO, DONT PHUNK WITH THEIR HEART! wahaha!

How bout no.8 and 5? - no. 8 is underaged for no. 5

What is no.2 studying about? - STURUCTURED ENGINEERING? am i right? its some building thingy that has got to do with buildings. yea. XP

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? - a few hours ago? it was a hello and bye thingy larh. ahaha!

What kind of music band does no.8 like? - i think its EMO bands. wahahahaha! actually i dont know larh.

Does no.1 has any siblings ? - OH OF COURSE! THAT NURES GIRL WITHOUT THE AH!

Will you woo no.3 ? - maybe. eh you crazy arh! she has a BF larh godamnit! haha!

How about no.7 ? - i wanted too, but you see, hes not gay. too bad. WAHAHAHA!

Is no.4 single ? - nope shes not single. shes WANIE. geddit?

What is the surname of no.5? - err.... AMIRAH?

What is the nickname of no.10? - THIS ONE I KNOW! SHUSHI!!!!

What is the hobby of no.4? - OH I KNOW THIS,OGLING AT CUTE GUYS - DIMPLE ONESS? :D

Do no.5 and 9 get along well? - i dont know. i dont think theyve met before. hmm...

Where is no.2 studying at? - SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC. SCHOOL FOR HAWT GIRLS. i mean SCHOOL OF BUILT ENVIRONMENT!

Talk something casually about no.1? - nope, shes usually talking to me in the AC language. AHAHA!

Have you try developing feelings for no.8? - nope, if i did, im gay.

Where does no.9 live at? - in singapore.

What color does no.4 like? - BLUE. BLUE. and.. BLUE. AND NOT FORGETTING BLUE!

Are no.5 and 1 best friends? - i dont know. i dont know larh. stop asking me these stupid qns
which i wanna answer! haha!

Does no.7 likes no.2? - no. both of them have their loved-ed ones already. hahaha!

How do you get to know no.2? - ouh, through no. 0. AHAHA! nah, i think i got to know her through ROQ.

Does no.1 have any pets? - NURES SAID SHE GOT A FISH. so ill say SHE HAS A SHARK.

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? - no. unless if hes a girl, then maybe. HAHAHA! wait, can guys be sexy??????

those whose been tagged, please DO THIS QUIZ! thank you.

2007-08-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

i think im gonna puke.
nah im just kidding.
dont start puking larh ass. act cute only.

do you know that 100% of the people in this world diggs their nose.
i doubt soo larh. eh, dont tell me you never dig your nose before.
even micheal jackson diggs his nose, and you saying you never digg your nose?
then you use cotton bud to dig your nose arh? liar.
liar liar, pants on fire.
or issit liar liar, pacifier.
whatever, semarang, aper je!

do you know that 100% of the people in this world has touch shit before?
and again you decline.
ishk3. LIAR SIAL YOU. ass.

do you know that 100% of the people in this world have ego bigger then their balls?
yes? wrong!
more then 50% of the people in this world doesnt even have balls you liar.

and and satu, dua, tiga, kiter buat sekali lagi!
Whatever! Semarang! Aper Je!

somebody robb my house!
im all home alone now!
comon, you can do it!

but but, 1st things 1st, can you enter my house?
ive got booby traps all around my windows and doors.
nyehahaha! enter if you dare.

did i just say BOOBy traps? im not a pervert larh.
its you who thinks dirty. dirty-minder.

when i sleep, i see nothing.
i hear nothing.
i taste nothing.
i smell nothing.
but i feel something.
i feel that im hugging my bloster tightly.
like im hugging my gf.

im not desperate larh.
im just desperate in my dreams.
get the difference? stupid.

A to the M to the I, R.
what does it say?
amir.. amir amir.... amir... amir amir... amir...

do you understand up till this point dirty-minded children?
*noooo*
good, you guys are still immature.

seventeen aint soo sweet.
weeehoooo!~ im still sixteen.
i dont wanna grow up fast larh.
but can everything else be legal?
damn. im underaged.

what goes up and always comes down?
almost everything.

eh, can you not be racist?
yalam yalam.
knnb you esenihc.
wahaha! im not racist. this is supposed to be a joke between me and my friend.
if youre affected, then please report to your mama and bobo please. thx.
but a reminder, im sociable. if youre affected, then youre not.

i see something.
something blue.
and white.
and grey.
and orange.

i see me updating my blog. thats all.
what? you think im seeing somebodys panties?
dirty-minder again.
go away larh. i dont wanna be influence by you. ishk3.

father, when can i buy a new handphone?
when im 23?
then might aswell you get me a car. -_-"

im thirsty.
but im updating my blog.
please, people. spill water into my blog. so i can drink at my blog.
while posting, i drink. geddit?
eh you selow-minders! if dont geddit, then dont ok?

my life is a bore.
my mind is a mess.
but my heart is still in the right place.
and my stomach too.
and i dont need a kidney transplant, coz its still working fine thank you.

love is cinta.
who doesnt know that?
just put cinta larh.
or love alone or what. this?
love is cinta. stupid sak.
but the song is quite ok larh.
like emo2 liddat.

i wanna webcam with somebody.
i just webcam-med with nures.
you all must be going like, O.o amir is horny right now.
but actually you all are the horny ones.
coz youre waiting for me to tell you guys what happen right?
im not gonna tell you.
bluek. assholes. muahahahaha!

i miss you, i miss you.

if i mean anything to you, then you will talk to me soon.
if not, then i know im nothing then just having a title of a "friend" in your mind.

thank you sooo much for your honesty.

what am i babbling.

Shin~

2007-08-25T15:49:00.000-07:00

ok, so ive been doing this small project.
and im moving soon.
to another place. yes.
maybe this blog wont die.
i dont know.
but what i know is that im surely moving.
moving on.
with my life.
im not gonna look back.
on what has happened in the past.
im just looking towards my future.

eh, that was random.
but who cares. i write what i wanna write.

come shoot me in the face,
if you dare to.
come say something i dont wanna hear,
if you dare to.

why didnt the elephant eat the banana?
because the banana is plastic.
why didnt the banana eat the elephant?
because bananas dont eat.
so now the banana is a real banana, but still, why didnt the elephant wanna eat the banana?
because the elephant is plastic.now both the banana and the elephants are real.
but why still the elephant didnt wanna eat the banana?
because the real banana is in the tv.
so now the elephant and the banana is in the tv, but why didnt the elephant eat the banana?
because theyre in a different channel.
so now both the banana and the elephant are in the same channel, but still why didnt the elephant eat the banana?
because the tv is off.

i hate these kinda jokes, especially the person who told me THAT *points finger* person send it to him. wahahaha!

i dont wanna see my results.
please larh, im gonna fail for sure.
if i was a computer hacker, i could have changed my grades larh.
but even computer hackers have good education. godamnit.

mommy im hungry.
but its her off day today.
she wont be cooking or doing anything.
the house is in a mess.
but shes not doing anything to clean it up.
i know i know, we made the mess.
okok maybe not we. especially not me.
i wash my plates everytime i eat.
i even wipe the sofa everytime i seat on it! (lies)
i cant stand messes.
i must clean them up.
germs, bacteria, dust, whatever organisms...
go away. shoooo. better yet, die!
im not gonna be a pest exterminator.
coz a cockroach went up to my leg.
and i screamed.

with the rest of the boys.
it was gay, yet terrifying.
hay! im not supposed to be scared of cockroaches.
damn, may the cockroach family whose been living since the dinosaur age be extinct.
amin. and i hope cockroaches dont affect the food chain of the world.

"Addicted To Me"

I woke you up before
You had the chance to dream
You almost missed the dance
But never skipped a beat

You never could admit
We've had a history
Your friends would throw a fit
So you had to smuggle me

Don't give up
I won't give up on you
I've been loyal without having something to prove
I'm not a killer
I'm just killing your doubts

Don't you know that
I'll be here forever
Even if you leave
And if you look for something better
Soon you'll say
That you're addicted to me

The guilt is all on you
But I'm easier to blame
But I can still relieve
You're ordinary pain

Don't give up
I won't give up on you
I've been loyal without having something to prove
I'm not a killer
I'm just killing your doubts

Don't you know that
I'll be here forever
Even if you leave
And if you look for something better
Soon you'll say
That you're addicted.

You can love, you can lust , you can use me
All you are
You can lie, you can trust, may confuse me maybe

I'll be here forever
Even if you leave
And if you look for something better
Soon you'll say
That you're addicted

I'll be here forever
Even if you leave
And if you look for something better
Soon you'll say
That you're addicted to me
That you're addicted to me
That you're addicted to me
That you're addicted to me
That you're addicted to me
That you're addicted to me
That you're addicted to me
That you're addicted to me

im addicted to this song.
it has a sort-of-a techno-retro-vibe to it.
i like.
if you dont like it then, keep youre comments to yourselves ok?
i dont wanna hear. or the least entertain your comment.

ahaha! that was rubbish.

see what see?

she sells seashells on the seashore.

she sells seashells on the seashore.

she sells seashells on the seashore.

she sells seashells on the seashore.

you cant do it right?
dont brag larh you nose picking son of a gun.
nyehahahahahahahhaha!

eh father!
that time i asked you can buy nutella or not!
then what did you say?
im like a kid asking for nutella.
aper seh?
aku punyer pasal arh nak makan nutella!
is eating nutella childish? no right.

advertisements these daes are gay.

i dont wanna be a nerd. but i wanna get very very good grades.
please god! give me the brains of.... a super... nerd! without me being a nerd.
please? nothing is impossible. impossible is nothing.

lets sleep 3~4 everyday! and wake up at 6.

weehoooo! im gonna get eyebags. i love it!

thats gay. -_-"

what crap am i talking? figure it out.

2007-08-21T06:13:00.000-07:00

this post is shit soo dont bother reading.

i want to eat.

bread with nutella and peanut butter.

it taste delicious.

really.

say i dont wanna be in love, i dont wanna be in love.

that song just keep sticking into my head.

i love my life.

do you?

where the love yaw?

yaw homie! whats up ma nigga!?

conclusion : i play GTA San Andreas too much.

i wanna study, but i just cant.

everytime i want to open that book, i just cant open it.

its too heavy for me. ok thats dumbshit. im just plain lazy.

can i eat the book?

and gain info like that?

or maybe sleep on the book.

and all the words will be pasted in my brains.

ill just press ctrl + C from my brains and then press Ctrl + V into my hands.

how can i do that? thats plain stupid. but it makes sense only to me.

can anybody send me songs? im lazy to download larh. knnb.

and and if i download, i may get caught.

but now im doing an offence. im tapping other peoples wireless and im blogging. wtf.

i want that ipod larh!!! my mp3 like cb already. all the computer chips can see already.

i want a new hp too. but i cant have it till.. i dont know when.

a sony ericsson k800i is good enuf. no, its not. its too good for me.

eh wahlao! my phone lyke cb larh. spoil here, spoil there.

let me take the stage. and ill let you run the show.

dont you think that its sad that im not the one for you? i doubt so.

eh i wanna have a sleepover larh! then i can say to my parents im going camp.

but i think nobody would wanna have a sleepover with me, coz im too irritating to be with anybody.

everybody, put up your hands, say i dont wanna be in love, i dont wanna be in love.

and its still stuck in my head.

i need a new bag. ouh shit. stop it with the "i need"s. i know its supposed be "i want"s.

damn my cravings. i shouldnt have any cravings man.

schoolfees sux.

can i have my money back and get free education?

i swear ill be a good kid and get a diploma. -_-" everybody can get a diploma.

its just whether they are lazy or not. thats all.

i see birds in the night sky.

clouds too.

but i cant see the stars. i wanna go australia.

not as in migrating, but just on a holidae.

and im still wondering why the night sky here isnt soo exciting.

i hate to be called a small kid.
i know i havent reached my sweet seventeen yet, so whatthefuck?
seventeen aint so sweet.
thats what i hear from a song.
and i still hate it when people say that im still sixteen.

i wanna be a lil kid back. who doesnt? i want toys. i want games.
and and if im a lil smart, i want a laptop. yes please.

can i start a collection? ouh yea i already did. which i stopped.

i wanna hold a $1000 please?
so i can spend everything in a dae.
and ask for another note tmrw.

i feel like kicking.
can i kick your balls now please? no? O.o too bad.

seeing the sun makes me happy, but seeing the moon makes me happier.

god, please dont let the world end, coz i havent repent yet.
im trying, but im just lazy. shucks.

can i have a nightlife mom?

or dad?

i guess not. i myself dont want a nightlife. coz ill just be sleepy the next morning.

and even if i have a nightlife, ill just see mats mats and minahs minahs lepaks lepaks here here and and there there. okok that was irritating.

i dont wanna be in love.

and its still fcuking stuck in my head.

i want a router please!

Shin~

2007-08-05T17:21:00.000-07:00

im on hiatus till end of august. exams coming. ergh.

DE - 15 August
6PM ~ 7.40 PM

PEEE - 20 August
6PM ~ 7.40 PM

Maths 1 - 24 August
2PM ~ 3.40 PM

aniwaes, ive got nothing to write down except for studying and blah3.
my life is boring dont you think?

i dont care.as long as im enjoying myself, its fine with me. =)

Shin~

2007-08-02T22:36:00.000-07:00

my mind's in a mess.
i dont wanna talk about it.
just fcuking leave me alone.

Shin~

2007-07-29T18:00:00.000-07:00

friday was fun.
like fun as in fun.
fun like hell.
but it was heavenly.
blissful. =P
funfunfunfunfunfunfunfun!

too bad i dont upload pics. coz i still havent get them from nures.

aniwaes, school was as usual, normal. after school went to SP tunes!
thx shiffa for the tix! =)
met nures 1st. she was still doing her PROJECT. waited for her for soo long.
5.25 dashed off to auditorium. saw shiffa and.. ama if im not wrong. waiting for us.

AND AT LAST! i gave shiffa chocolates! after like.. 3 daes? haha! sry to keep you waiting! you know im a "BUSY" man rite? nyehahaha!

then after this and that we went in. ama didnt have the green tix so she had to sit infront. aww. aniwaes, i got the green tix so we sat behind. coz were the VIPs. ??? funny rite? VIPs sitting behind! hahaha! aniwaes, the sitting arrangement was shiffa-amir-nures-ain-ubai. haha! funfunfunfunfun!!!
NOT THE SINGING OF COURSE! only like.. 3~4 of them sounded good. the rest were all crappy lah. KNOW WHY? im trying not to be a racist here, but, it was chinese songs ALMOST ALL THE WAY! and people were like, WHERES THE SUBTITLES!! WE WANT SUBTITLES! hahaha! and when there was an english song coming up, the audience will be cheering like mad! why? coz we understand english. HAHAHA!
even if some of them sang those popular chinese songs, their voice wasnt nice. really. aniwaes, the audience was going off a whole lot by a whole lot as time goes by. hahaha!! if i were the singer, it will be totally demoralising. yea. aniwaes, the malay guy got 1st runner up. not bad. but i still think its better if he got 1st prize.

then after everything ended, went to eat at fc4. but as theres almost no food left for us to eat coz the stalls are closing, we decided to go cwp to eat. kesian shiffa. from dover to woodlands then back to pasir ris. awww.. hhahaa!
eat and crapped. and yea went back home. you made my dae =). WOOOOOOO~

yesterday was quite a bore. but being with my classmates was fun! made the stage for the SATURDAY NITE FEVER, KAMPONG NITE! haha. did CIP lah. fun thing. went crazy here and there. and because of that NOODLE, the chinese girls there called me halal pork. what the hay! coz they offered me the food, then i ask issit halal? then they say yea it is. and my classmates were like eh amir! halal! NO PORK LAH! NO BABI! GO EAT! haha! then i rejected the noodles lah. coz there isnt any meat anyways. hahaha! then the girl was bringing another plate of noodles, this time with chiken. then i asked her is this for me? she said yea, if you want. then i just say ok! and my classmates was soooo jealous that only i got the noodles with the chiken wing. and everybody start surrounding me and saying THAT 1 NOT HALAL! GOT BABI! GOT PORK! THAT 1 NOT CHICKEN WING! THAT 1 PORK!,while trying to pierce their fork into my chiken, stealing it in the process. but i guard it very well and i ate every single bit of it. NYEHAHAHA! and they called me halal pork. coz my classmates started calling me halal pork after that. what the hay BTOL! hahahahahaha! went back at 10+pm.

went online and yea, chat till 2+am. haha!
and i skipped religious class todae! wohoo~! im bad. haha!

and ouh yea. im running a fever now. ergh. saiyonara for now!

Shin~

tag replies~!

ZaraCHUBBY - asyiq cant come! but i think bad can! WOHOO!~ WEEHOOO!~

aunt nora - im running a fever now. but i still enjoyed my weekends!

Nurul - yes i know her. haha!

atikah - i dont know lah. ask chea hau kay? =)

syaza* - i got harry potter, transformers and just follow law only. haha!

2007-07-26T20:22:00.000-07:00

ok im damn SHAGGED LAH SEY!
hahahahaahaha! okok inside joke. XP

aniwaes, on tuesday. OUH YEA! class start at.. 1pm.
and i went school at... 12.40. SRY SRY i was late! i couldnt find fc 1 lah sey!
hahahahaa! yea, it was funfun! nyehahahaahahaa! met shiffa at fc 1. AND SRY I DIDNT BRING CHOCOLATES FOR YOU! nnti i go buy ok?? tmrw tmrw. hahaha! dont drool now. start drooling tmrw. hahahahahaha!!!! and yea went to see the BE club doing their song dedications and all. they are sooo damn active sak.. i should have gone to school of BE. ahahaha!
ouh yea! nures came a lil later. shiffa and my class start at 1, but becoz of this and that, we stayed at fc 1 till... 1.40++? yea. soo bad rite? hahahaha! and i made new friends. i remember only.. abu, kyle, s...(dunnodunno)..ama, putri and errr.. i forgot already. okok i didnt made friends with them lah. its just that shiffa introduced me to them all. hahahaha! she was like, ok this is blah3.. and this is amir.. and she goes like that all the time somebody new came. hahaahaha!! after that, we walked to lib (nures) t7 (shiffa) t6 (me). nures waanted to go lib, shiffa going to t7 for her late class and me, t6 for MY late class. hahaha! and we crapped like shit. i can still remember shiffa's face being as red as a chilli sauce. nyehahahahaha! NO OFFENCE SHIFFA! XP. school was ok. BORING THOUGH! XP. and yea. yan zhao wanted transformers... hahahahaha!!

WEDNESDAY was NO SCHOOL FOR ME!
went to cuzzie hse and all. put inside transformers, GTA, Harry Potter and stuffs into the hardisk. haha! and silat. O.o. i got my silat UNIFORM at LAST! yay!it was big. and looks sooo COOL! it makes everyone look good. seriously. ahahahaha! and silat was fun. jump here and there, laugh here and there. haha! and went back with sam and bob (syamil and asyiq). hahahaha!

and yea class. everybody went mad abt transformers when i told them i have the movie in my hardisk already. hahaahahaha! i skipped my 8~10 and 10~12 class. haha! was too tired. i knew i had silat ysterday and till i slept late yesterday. slept at 2am. soo blardy tired. or shall i say SHAGGED? ahahaha! aniwaes the whole class was transfering transformers from the hardisk to their laptop at structured programming. hahaha! and i saw like 4~5 people watching transformers at the same time? yea. thx to me. hahahahahhahaa!

ouh yea . im feeling soo SHAGGED rite now so i think ill stop for now. hahahahahhaa!

Shin~

2007-07-23T16:59:00.000-07:00

ok soo i worked 10hrs for 2 daes straight. and yea rite im dead damn tired.

aniwaes, theres nothing for me to update anyway. OUH YEA THERE IS!

some staff workers are jealous that i talked to samantha my friend. and well they gave me a warning not to talk soo much to her. WTF? my stand is next to her and my job is sooo freaking tiring. need to demo and stuffs. i cant take a break arh? stupid "UPSTAIRS". think they soo big. but infact theyre just small frys. hahahaha! my friend, leong chye oso got complained. well, to our conculsion, theyre just jealous that were talking to a beautiful gerl. hahahahaha!

and for god sake! ITS HER LAST DAY! CANT WE TALK TO HER? whatever ok you bald headed guy and you freaking fat guy. i dont know who your names are but what i know is that youre not some bigshot. and dont try to help me with the stuffs. dont act as if you feel guilty, coz i know you are guilty. giving warnings just like that. wtf lah. ask me to talk after work? after work is 10pm. everybodys gone you idiot. whatever lah ehk?

and my boss also didnt care abt the complaints that bald headed guy made. coz he knows im doing my job. HOW? coz i sold 2 products. eh like i said, whatever, semarang, aper je.

i neeeeeed MUSIC!!~

Shin~

2007-07-20T22:24:00.000-07:00

ive not been updating i know. soo wth kn?

haha! aniwaes, lets start on... hmm.. MONDAY!

i just wanna tell something. i hate that bitch who walks her bitch. i wanna sit under the block my prolem arh! wtf do you care. i know you soo fat got no husband already then wanna disturb peoples life. you can go to hell with your bitch, bitch. hahahaha! okok that was soo blur rite? wanna know the full story? go to www.askamirthefullstory.com.uk . NYEHAHAHAHA!

TUESDAY!
ouh yea. school was boring, as usual. lectures and lectures. im starting to hate them. theres no point in lectures when nobodys listening. OMG! 1/4 of the whole room was playing DOTA. sooo good rite? potential failures. including me. ergh. and btw. i think im the lowest in the level in terms of MST. ergh im sooo scared that ill retain! ARGH!!!! ouh yea. after school... i forgot what happen. so lets skip to wednesday..

WEDNESDAY!
ok soo me and nures planned up to meet zara at her house today. soo before that. we bought that gooooooooood friend of ours stuffs, stuffs that are edible and oh-so-good-to-eat. heres what we brought for her.
CHOCOLATE ice cream.
CHOCOLATE bars ( 3 of them )
CHOCOLATE waflle ( which i ate half in the end coz i was sooo blardy hungry. HAHA!)
shes sooo lucky to have friends like me and nures. RITE ZARAchubby? RITE?? nyehahahaha!
aniwaes, went her house. and watch harry potter and the goblet of fire and order of phoenix. well, order of phoenix wasnt that good. coz pic quality sux lah. HAHAHA! aniwaes it was fun. and yea! we played cards after that! i owned them man. nures was a beginner though. but she learned fast. hahahaha! and and guess how lucky i am! i got all the four 2s in my deck once! and they were like, ok amir, you win. NYEHAHAHAHA! okok i sound sooo evil and bad coz they thought i cheated seh.. but actually i didnt. ergh! and yea, i dozed off awhile in zaras house . soo tired. haha! after all that, went back at 8.30 after watching fear factor. it was fun!

after that went to meet asyiq, syamil and farhan near my house. i was late by 1 and 1/2 hrs. soo bad of me rite? sry gays! hahaha! met up for a while and all of us parted in different ways, me going back to my house, farhan to his house, asyiq to his house and syamil to his nyanyi's hse i think. i dont quite remember. and yea the day ended quite tiring.

THURSDAY!
after school went back with yan zhao and joel. joel was being either emo or he was just plain tired. yan zhao and me was talking abt death, after death, heaven and hell and all those stuffs regarding religion. i asked him and he asked me all those qns to each other. then talked abt ghost and all. haha! yea quite freaky lah when he said the whole of yishun was last time a graveyard. O.o haha! but it was fun. hes a great guy to talk with when you dont have any other things to talk abt. and yea, went back.. met asyiq and syamil and another guy i forgot his name. lepak at SMC (luckily that bitch nvr came) and yea we parted at riverside sec when i need to take my sister at qihua. came back home blah3... you fill up the blanks. haha!

FRIDAY!
i woke up at 9. instead at 7. school starts at 8.30. and i missed 1 lesson. haha! im gonna fail my PEEE.. ergh. aniwaes, went school for maths only. was quite tired back then lah. after all the maths suffering, went back with yan zhao and boon this time. and me and yan zhao talked abt the same stuffs again! but this time more to islam and gangster, the mats ( ah-beng melayu ) and well, other stuffs abt our past schools. it was funny lah when yan zhao said this." got fish cannot swim arh?" then i and boon was like laughing lah! where got fish cannot swim. haha! then yan zhao said there is. i and boon was like "????? HUH?????" and he said this "________"
NYEHAHAHA! i ont wanna tell you guys the answer coz it will just spoil the joke if i told it. NYEHAHAHA! if you wanna know the answer, ask me ok? ahahahaha!
after that time flies sooo damn fast. the next thig i remembered is going to WRSS.

yea after me and asyiq at last meet, we went to WRSS for sjab. after reaching school, we were like, ok, i dont wanna go. "lets go to my place" asyiq said. then i was like.. were infront of the school already and now then you say this. hahaa! but then i agreed at last. just as we were abt to pass by the gate, the security guard said," tk singgah ker?" and at last we changed our plans. we went in school and just go with the flow. and its been a long time since we saw our juniors. aww... i miss them. and we met that sissy guy again. ergh! why did he come again? nb lah. aniwaes had "fun" while training them i should say.

and why did you say sorry after like 2~3 weeks of not replying back? its not worth it anymore lah. you already got a guy so try to hold that relationship for as long as possible ok? and sry but i still have a grudge on you. its just that im not showing. coz its not worth to show it infront of you. it'll just make mine and your situation worser. just let it be like this until youre prepared for a long relationship ok? for now were just friends. normal friends.

dont bother to read that. you guys just wont understand.

and yea after that me and asyiq went to his place. and watched "Just Follow Law" ahahaha!
it was a funny show i tell you. theres drama, humour (lots of it), some "sexy" scenes and lots of common sense jokes! hahaha! then went back. asyiq went of to woodlands while i went back home. and yea i cant deny it, today was FUNFUNFUN! ahaha!

can anybody teach me maths for free? i really need the help now.. okok that was sooo random. haha! if anybody can help me, ill be thankful! ^_^

im off.

Shin~

2007-07-15T20:14:00.000-07:00

okok ive not been updating.
im soo busy lah to update.

exams are coming in like 4 weeks time. yeayea wtf rite?
soo freaking fast. i know. and im starting to study already. and try my best not to fail any of my subject. ergh, its hard i know. but ill just have to try my best.

soo, on thursday. well, yea i woke up late. muscles aches hear and there. and i hate it. coz whenever i laugh, i will feel the pain in my stomach. argh. if i laugh more, and tears come out, only godknows if i laughed soo hard and cried coz its too funny or its too painful for me till i cant take it. haha! okok back to the story. well, nothing much happened. haha! or at least nothing much that i remembered. nothing much hapenned on friday too. just the normal routine i go through everyday.

ouh yea! 2nd day at work yesterday. and im beginining to think that im more of a childcare worker then a promoter. ergh. kids playing non-stop, kids fighting, stepping hard on the equipment, smacking the console with the tennis rackets accidentally, smacking my hand accidentally, and well.. taking the boxing gloves and boxxed me. -_-
it was worthwhile though. i made a friend. and i still dont know his name. how sad. hahaha!
and yea i dont know where is where in junction 8 still! wheres the coffeeshop? the KFC? the MCD?(that 1 i found out last week XP) the ******* area? ergh. but i managed to survive. and NOBODY BOUGHT MY PRODUCTS YESTERDAY! WTF! okok nvm amir, i know i can depend on asyiq on the sales. hahaha!

ok soo today was and still is boring again. DUH. okok gtg watch BLEACH!

saiyonara suckers!

Shin~

2007-07-11T23:39:00.000-07:00

POLY 50 = drop dead tiring.

ill touch on that later. today i was almost late lah seh! hahahaah! but manage to reach EEE building at the nick of time. and i found out EEE building got basement! hahahaha! and theres no reeption there lah. sooo freaking pissed when i couldnt call my friend to ask wheres the lab class held. -_-. aniwaes, it was kinda ok. need to do etching, exposure and stuffs. on the PCB ( Phua Chi Bai ). hahaha! i dont know the real name of that thing so ill just name it as what my friends call it. hahahaaha!

back to the poly 50 story! yea it was fun though. hahhaa! i was having a flu at 1st. but it gradually turned out fine for me. PANADOL ROX! soo despite my slight fever and flu, i continued on and just ran like nobodys business. and i still cant believe Zee knocked out before me. and i didnt even knockout or giveup. no cheerings though from us. hahaaha! aniwaes, that asyiq was there. but not running. damn him. hahhaaha! and syamil didnt turn up, damn him too for not turning up lah seh! hahaha! O.o met shiffa after like.. how many months! haha! she looked hawt. okok random.

aniwaes, back to poly 50, well, like i said, Zee knocked out after like... 20~30 rounds. and i still went onlah, although my body cant take it, my mind wasnt in the right place though. it just say go on! and irfans words kept running through my mind. well he said this " Comon Amir, pejap celik pejam celik dah habis. confirm nyer." and well, another thought ran through my mind which is what i said after he said that to me. " kalau pejam celik pejam tk celik cam maner?" hahaha! we were laughing although the tired face was still there. XP

and the race ended and we got 62 out of 100++ teams. quite ok i guess. although i thought we got like last? hahaha! took photos and stuffs after that.

and yea, went back to the silat room. they played soccer while me and Zee jsut rested in that air-oh-sooo-goood-conditioned room. hahaa! we were tired and pancit lah seh! and they came back, we crapped like nobodys business. haha! sha,me and irfan joked about the lames stuffs lah. what the hay! "irfan, that was lame." hahaha! okok nvm INSIDE JOKE!

so yea, went back at like 7.40pm. met asyiq, memel, ziz and hamzah and went back. nothing important or exciting happened there though. and ouh yea. im penniless now. ARGH! ill jsut have to wait for tmrw... T_T

and im sooo dead tired~

Shin~

2007-07-09T23:43:00.000-07:00

i still haven't get your answer...

aniwaes, morning started out funny. saw this couple. talking abt transformers.
okay, i didnt mean 2 young couples, i meant 2 old marrie couples talking abt the movie transformers. OMG! sooo freaking funny! talk abt the story, how angry she was at bumblebee and optimus prime and some other shit. is this transformers movie really that great? i know the robots are but, the story line? i dont know myself.. haha! not planning to watch though. XP

aniwaes, went for maths. blah3, then skipped DE. coz the lessons damn plain boring.

and yea, thats my day. quite boring rite? dont bother reading anymore.

XP, and yea, after i get my 1st pay, imma go watch a movie with somebody whose interested. and it'll be my 1st movie that i will watch with a friend. ^_^. WHOSE THE LUCKY SOUL? i dont know. hahaha! VOLUNTEERS? i blanje. XP

ok im bored.

Shin~

2007-07-07T23:59:00.000-07:00

today was my 1st day at work! argh!!
couldnt celebrate live earth liao. but nvm. at least i saw my beloved YBs! love love you all!

aniwaes, started work at 12. was kinda nervous. nobody to guide you leh. what the hay.
hahaha! but at last it got quite fun lah. playing the XaviX machine. kinda cool i should say.
but its just the pricing thats a bother. $159 for the XaviXport. then the rest of the games range from $106~$179. hahaha! quite expensive but cheaper then that nintendo Wii. lotsa people got confused this XaviX with the nintendo Wi.

soo what id do? PSYCHO THEM! tell them the good points of Xavix from Nintendo Wii. eh, i wanna skip this part arh. sooo boring rite? okok then after babysitting(XP) those children, went for break! with my beloved YBs! nyehahaha! theyre a bunch of soooo kecoh yet cute people seh. talked abt stuffs that i missed when i wasnt around for the sports day and the days b4 that. to tell you the truth, their babbles are the 1st babbles that i like to hear. i dont know why. coz they sounds soo cute when they babble about those stuffs to me. haha! really seh, soo kawaii! XP okok enuf.

and yea, they temaning me for soo long. but i know they werent there watching me do my work. they were there to watch the children shake their butts when they play the boxing or aerostep. hahahahahaa! yea and they gave me this cookie. soooo sweet. i cant eat them seh. got this kind of sentimental value in it. eh, sry emotek part. hahaha!

so yea, ended work at 10.09pm. my family went to see me work. nyehahaha! so aishah, does that answer your qn of did i saw any ghost at bishan MRT? hahaha! sry but i didnt go back by MRT lah seh! my family kindly brought me home. but before that went to Madina to eat. sooo hungry and thirsty at that time.

and yea here i am. overall the day was ok. and to tell you the truth, standing for 4 hrs, then break, then standing for another 4~5 hrs wasnt that badd. coz usually if i stand for 1 hr, my legs would be tired already. but no! i couldnt believe myself that i survived for 10hrs in junction 8 without even going out and EVEN TO THE TOILET! hahahahaha!

and thx again to my beloved YBs for coming down to junction 8 to see me work and keeping me company! after i get my 1st pay, all of you guys get free pizza hut meals!!! ^_^ or KFC, or MCD. XP. anything lah, except for those expensive restaurants which 1 time meal my money all gone. hahahahaa! i <3 YBs.

and ouh yes, YBs spotted my mistake. its junction 8. not bugis junction. i always got confused. XP. sorry larh! my fault! MY FAULT! XP

Shin~

2007-07-05T22:20:00.000-07:00

lets pretend that everythings ok, shall we?

yea, so yesterday was the soo called free-of-problems day. trying to forget everythings that happened lah. and yea it went quite as i expected it to be. noting important happen. yea. haha!

aniwaes, in the afternoon meet asyiq! coz he got for me a job slot! what a cool bro. and yes, its a confirm get. waiting to start work only i think. and my father disagrees halfly that i should work. but who cares! i want to. nyehahahaha! bad son am i? XP

and yes. today school was MENDAK! soo tiring. yesterday slept late again. cant get that thougt off my mind. what the hay. so kinda sleep and stuffs. played games. AGAIN! and yea, met asyiq again after school. went for job training. XaviX is some fun stuffs! but quite tiring. got boxing, tennis and other kinds of version of sports to play. theres 7 to be exact, but only 5 is sold now. aniwaes we were briefed on what were suppose to do or talk. was boring though seeing that person play and we must see only =_=. and did i tell you iwe went o vivo for the training? so yea! explored VIVO!! with asyiq only lah. kalau ader GF kan bagos? bwk gi rooftop then can romantic2 pat saner. the rooftop was nice. 1st time been there. OK FINE! I ADMIT IM A SUB-URBAN GUY! coz i dont go to town much.. haha! sat there with asyiq admiring the view. then we went back to woodlands. reach vivo at 6 and after everything, reached woodlands at like. 8.30? time flies very fast.....

then thats the end of my day. and im quite tired now. AND PLEASE LET ME BE RIGHT ON TIME TMRW!!!! if been late for the whole of this week. class start at 8, i come at 9. class start at 10, i come at 10.30. class start at 8.30? i come at 9.15. argh... let me sleep peacefully tonight oh god please? clear my mind ( if can try to brainwash the memories dont wanna remember ) please? thank you if you did. if not, ill just ber with the pain. ^_^ and that sentence is sooo emoshit. shittily-emo i tell you. and i hate being emo. TECHNO PLEASE!

Shin~

2007-07-03T21:55:00.000-07:00

and yea. today was such a ripp off.

things didnt planned the way i planned it out to be. fcuk.

not accepting nonsense till everythings alright. at least for me.

Shin~

2007-07-03T13:32:00.000-07:00

abt this post. dont bother to read it.

on sunday. alot of things happen. well im just gonna say this.
i woke up. msg here and there, went lib, someone left halfway and i went back. done.
dont wanna explain the details here. if not ill just get stressed up again.

aniwaes, monday WE HAD LESSONS! fcuk. but it was fun arh. went back at 12. NYEHAHAHAHA! met asyiq. and stressing part.. blah3. haha! i was going giler man when i heard i was gonna geddit. but in the end. nope. so my giler just stopped.
haha! then thats the end for yesterday. and btw, happy 5th anniversary to the CRAZY COUPLES! nyehahaha!

aniwaes. todays school as usual. and my lecturer for Project CAD is fcuked up. my friend nvr come, then the lecturer ask, wheres your friend? the fat girl to aishah ( classmate). bastard rite? then yesterday i just reformatted my comp. and when i told him that, he say why? you know ...........blah3.............. then i stared at him arh. then he say., " stand there for f.... forget it lah." fcuk rite?? cb.

then lunch time, met asyiq and i shall not explain the details here. haha!

and now im in a lecture again. boring... ill update later if any hot hot gossip come in my way. nyehahaha!

and yea. yesterday was confusing again. some qns i just cannot avoid.

and im still confused abt what happen that time. but im not angry at you animore. i think being angry at you was kinda stupid. i just dont know why. and yess, im confused again, coz of some info i got just now. fcuk.

Shin~

2007-06-30T00:09:00.000-07:00

so. todays friday.
and im happy again.

so yea, exams are finished! YAHOOO!! 3 out of 4 papers COMFIRM FAIL WOHOO!!
i dont freaking care lah. 5% only. fcuk it. aniwaes, im gonna change my blog skin lah sey. but i dont know how to search for gdgd blogskins. haha!

okok my life story abt today. woke up at 11. send sis to school then went smbhyng. then came down to WRSS FOR TRAINING! im beggining to miss WRSS! not the stupid rules and some other stuffs there lah. NYEHAHAHA! aniwaes, met chea hau and father chai and denis and raudah and judah 1st at comp room. send in proposals. and stuffs. then came down to seee them train. WTF that sissy over there already. fcuk. he was teaching the sec2s. then i move to sec 1s. saw them train. and he came to sec 1s. then i went off lah. to see the sec 2s again. i was already pissed at him that time. then went to see NA doing their comp training. and after happily training them, he came. and disturb. he tried to lah. then talk2 to me and stuffs. wahlao you guys shud see my acting. can win 100 oscar awards for best main male actor. nbcb soo acted gd infront of him. then after footdrill was done, it was first aid and TOC or sec 2s. ms siti asked me to supervise the TOC. but NOOOO!!! he came when the sec2s are changing to PT kit. WTF. and he didnt event asked me if i was gonna take them or not. well, some people saw my face like soo freaking pissed at him. and i just went off. chea hau was already bursting his anger like volcano dah erupt giler babi nyer. then went to see 1st aid. it was ok. then it was communit singing. FCUK HIM for not letting the sec 3s boys go for SING ALONG! MY FAVOURITE PART OF THE DAY! WATANABEI! CBCBCBCB!!! aniwaes, had fun with the sec 3,2,1s. then last parade, and btw, chea hau left. so i and him was the only instructors left. argh, he talked to me again. like some innocent arsehola. NBNBNBNB! CBCBCBCB! and yeah, went back home. i mean to SMC 1st. met asyiq, talk abt what happen, and he was pissed to. at this story lah. that sissy ass. then went back home.

and im still pissed at him. fcuk lets 1 on 1 with me. please let me ms siti? please? 1 on 1 lah! then all of the YBs, instructors, sec 3,2,1s alll gangbang him lah! PLEASEPLEASE? ouh yea its no use, ms siti doesnt go bloghopping. she doesnt even know i have blog.

okok crap talk. aniwaes, SISSYBACK SUX!! dont come again. if you come, youll see everybody anti-ing you arsehola.

aniwaes, beside all that drama abt that sissyback, im still happy! ^_^ NYEHAHAHAHA!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!~
that phrase is stuck on my mind!!! ARGH! YB, i hold you guys responsible for that. ARGH!
hahahaha!

AND I THINK THERES NO HOLIDAE ON MONDAY! FCUK! IM STILL A YOUTH! NBCB!

Shin~

2007-06-26T20:39:00.000-07:00

well. this week is exams week.

WHY THE FCUK did they make the exams after the holidaes. damnit.

im soo freaking pissed lah with my school.

and ill be in noo moood to blog for now till friday. coz fridays the day that im looking forward to this and the coming weeks. :D

saiyonara guys. MUGGing all night long. hmm.. i mean TECHNOing all night long! YAY!

haha!

Shin~

2007-06-26T08:46:00.000-07:00

okok if you wanna see what i did from 10pm just now, dont go and read nures blog for furthur details. thank you.

HAHAHAHA!
NURES-AH! BOLEH TAHAN AH! COMMENT PEDAS AH! BERAK KLUAR TAIK BUNYI "AH, AH!" WAHAHAHA-AH!

KHAAAKPUUUIII!!! nvm nvm nures, i will get my revenge on one of the rainy days. HAHAHA!

Shin~

2007-06-23T00:59:00.000-07:00

okok no title.

aniwaes, updating abt today only.

went library today. for a while then go off. met syamil then aziz then asyiq then go thailand.
well after that, went to eat at the coffee shop. and then go play takraw with the N.A boys. was fun!

they on their techno songs. and it made me high. played takraw and won some matches.
COOL!! after that i had stomachache. i swear my **** can burst at that time.

went back at 10.30. was thinking of a reason to tell my father why i came back soo freaking late. and well, went back home. had everything planned and ready to tell my father my white lies. guess what, he wasnt home yet. PHEWH. safe and sound.

AND I SWEAR TECHNO CAN MAKE ME HIGH!! sooo... IF ANYBODY OUT THERE CAN SEND ME TECHNO SONGS, I CAN NEVER THANK YOU ENUFFF!!! ^_^

okok post is soooo freaking short. coz its 12.58am now and i got a long day tmrw. meeting at stadium at 11am and then got CD CIP at bukit batok from 5.30 to 9.30pm. freaking hell.

and dont wait for my post tmrw, i think ill post on sunday or maybe when school reopens.

saiyonara~

Shin~

2007-06-18T23:22:00.000-07:00

im soo happyyyyyy todae. dont ask why.

okok so ive been out of my house everyday from 10~11 everyday. and going home at 7~9.30 pm everyday too.. since the camp ended. OMG. its been like 6days since camp ended, and i still miss camp.

and yea, been.. STUDYING?? hmm. a lil though. XP
usually its been lepaks here and there..

haha! i will only tell about my story today, since i forgot what i did last 3 days. XP

so today went library again..
blah3.. well it turned out great. the proposals weve started and yea! were gonna make this happen!! what happen you ask? i wont tell you guys till its ready! XP

soo i really had fun today.. and HAPPYYYY!!! AT LAST!! IM FREAKING HAPPPYYYY!!!
like.. YAYY!!! okok enuf amir. meluat org tngk kau.

so yea. thats my day today? how abt yours? ouh yea i can go read you bloggies rite? haha! okok
see you all ard soon people at mars and venus!

saiyonara peeps! til tmrw i guess.. ^_^

and im still happyyyy!!! XP

Shin~

11:22PM.

2007-06-15T22:59:00.000-07:00

Tears in Heaven- Eric Clapton

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
cause I know I dont belong here in heaven...

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
Ill find my way through night and day
cause I know I just cant stay here in heaven...

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please...begging please

Beyond the door theres peace Im sure
And I know therell be no more tears in heaven...

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
cause I know I dont belong here in heaven...
cause I know I dont belong here in heaven....

awww.. im hearing this song over and over again just to forget the missingness of your guys out there. missingness of SJAB.

AHH!! i miss you all!!! and kawaii-chan too!

2007-06-14T23:43:00.000-07:00

ALWAYS

omg.. this song always by bon jovi sooo damn nice. another song tears in heaven also nice.
AHHH!! im starting to listen to blues..

IMMM MISSSSIIINNNNGGG camp lyke *tooooooooooooooooooooooooot*.
i miss the people especially. i miss the events and activities. i miss the scoldings.
i miss the crazy singing and cheering. i miss miming. i miss being crazy. i miss eye-candying.
i miss the juniors, i miss the environment, i miss the stage, i miss the toilet, i miss the classrooms.
i miss the DNT block. i miss the scaring, i miss being the ghost, i miss being laugh, i miss laughing with sjab members, i miss the bonds between us. i miss my second family (which is SJAB) i miss ms siti, i miss chea hau, i miss asyiq, i mis som, i miss wanie, i miss wee yeong, i miss wee seng, i miss amos, i miss dawn, i miss yong jun, i miss nures, i miss roq, i miss the sec 4s, i miss the sec 3s, i miss the sec 2s and i miss the sec 1s. i miss the food. i miss the toilet rolls. i miss the drinks, i miss my sore throats. i miss my strepsils, i miss kawaii-chan, i miss the canteen tables, i miss the canteen chairs, i miss the watercooler, i miss the stairs, i miss the quadrangle, i miss the balls, i miss the pond, i miss the stretcher, i miss the goalpost, i miss the sticks, i miss the st johns room, i miss the volleyball court, i miss the basketball court, i miss footdrills, i miss firedrills, i miss PT, i miss all the activities!!!!!!

i miss the fun, i miss the excitement, i miss the anxiety, i miss the sadness, i miss the happiness, i miss the 'confuseness', i miss the blurrness, i miss the sleepiness.

I.. Miss... Everything.. About the Camp.

i must blame st john for making this camp sucha memorable one that im going crazy missing wrss sjab lah..

aniwaes, continue with my life story.
went library with atikah, asyiq and ayuni. the FOUR A's! haha!
was hmm.. should i say fun? haha! aniwaes, i didnt quite study anything over there.
haha! say wanna study then never study.

then went back, and played soccer with asyiq, som, farhan, roq, merv, long jie and helmi joined in too. was like the ol' times where after school the 1st thing in mind is soccer. those were the days. okok mir. stop reminiscing (spell check) about the past.

went back and still missing camp. what i did today, well only ease a ll of my missingness of the SJAB camp.

i freakingly dont know why i miss camp. last year and last 2 years camp was better then this years camp but i miss this years cam more then last year and last 2 years. ARGHHH i dont know why.

and i wanna say thx to all those juniors who wrote nice2 and sweet comments about us instructors. well i think maybe that made the instructors and me misss you guys soo much lah!
but seriously, it was sweet of you guys to tell us that you want us back for next year for camp and ask us to come down for training and this and that. makes us feel that were really being needed. haha! okok stop with the mushy2 stuffs. i gonna cry already if this goes on. WAHAHAHA!

okok, i miss you guys!!! still!!! see you guys soon! ^_^

Shin~

2007-06-13T08:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY TO NURES!!!!!

and sry i made you mad today lah. really sorry.

OUH SHYT. i already misssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss camp. i misssssssss everything about camp lyke fcccccuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuukkk!!!

FATHER CHAI!!! HELP ME CONQUER THIS LONELINESS IN MY HEART!! haha! okok lame.

Shin~

2007-06-12T22:20:00.000-07:00

CAMPP!!~~~ ( continued)

yea i didnt update abt some other details andthe campnite lah! haha! so continuing...

well, on the 2nd day, i became crazy. it was the sing along time and me and chin hong was the crazy bunch.
got ready to sing along like crazy. and yes, we did sing along like crazy. chin hong go slap his thighs until it was blue black, coz he was soo excited over the boom chika wakka song.

and yea learned a new cheer from chin hong. cool clapping and painfull but fun cheer from him haha! well, on campnite, it was fun. well, i know the PCS and APCs had problems interacting with their juniors and it was last minute so it was kinda okeh. and i was supposed to sing for the sec 4s the to be with you song but i didnt. i lost my voice a lil and i talk funny so i didnt want to sing. in the end, they took radzee to sing. he forgot the lyrics so me and ms siti tried to sing along with him. haha! and yes our performance. my miming was stupid. and that miming was me and chin hongs idea. well, now were known as the 2 jokers of SJAB camp. i hope theres more junniors like our batch immerging. i can see some already developing that crazy yet serious quality like us! haha! shall not name them though.

so overall, the campnite went ok and the ghost walk went quite good for my station at the toilet although i cant say its scary for the rest of the station. haha!

ok im gonna miss sjab camp again. im gonna have to wait for another 1 year for this camp again. ive got to wait abt 2 more years for the next ghostwalk to be held in the camp again. i have to wait for everything again. but what i know is that im still gonna be the old, crazy me again when i go for this once every year camp. and im gonna miss you guys alot. and i really mean alot. AHH!!!! nvm ill try to come down for my trainings to see what theyre doing. and meet ms kawaii!! haha!

Saiyonara guys!~
see you guys soon~~ i hope~~

updated at 10.16PM

2007-06-12T16:33:00.000-07:00

CAMPP!!~~~

camp was fun. seriously.
i didnt go and camwhore there though so no pics for you guys. and anyways, when since did my post have pics in it? boring rite? thats why nobody come here. AHAHA!

okok so 1st day, was thinking of not sleeping. and i didnt sleep. seriously. well, i slept on the 2nd day after doing some fun PT. it was... FUN arh! but tiring lyke hell. that crazy asyiq did some crazy stretching and exercise. this that blah2 and i slept after breakfast. haha!

and ouh yea, 1st day was quite boring. seriously.

back to 2nd day. woke up, and they had their ACI. roq came to school. helped us with the nightwalk. well, it wasnt just a nightwalk. it was a GHOST walk. yea. SCARY RITE? HMM? HMM? haha! aniwaes, nures came later with her mom and cute lil sis. we asked them for help coz of shortage of manpower to decorate and scare the hit out of our juniors for the nightwalk. so they volunteered, blah3. and did i say that in the instructors bunk, theres like..6~7 laptops. haha! it was like a LAN gaming shop. but i only touched my laptop like for 5~30mins and went off for something else. and i lost half of my voice by the 2nd day. AHHH!! at night, met amirah! she was with wanie. went back. the nighwalk planning was delayed though. coz most of the people incharge of planning had already knocked out. and i knocked out too. infront of aishah and nabila. WAHAHA! they had to do night duty and they cant sleep but i slept infront of them. how bad am i! wahaha! nvm.

okok so 3rd day, didnt went for PT. i was too tired lah. waked up at 11? yea and i had to wait for lunch then can eat. in the mean time was helping the ghost walk thingy. didnt interact with the sec 1 and 2s so much though. hahaha! but they know me SIAO! wahaha! maybe im the craziest amongst my batch so that explains it. roq took the time to go SP and take the ghost clothes and props. soo good of him to help man. after that, after much discussion, instead of becoming marhalls, we became ghosts. and i got to become the ghost at toilet lvl 4. HAHA! and comon, even us, the ghost, was scared lah of that place, so dark. especially the way to go inside the boys toilet. AND ITS IN THE BOYS TOILET OKEH! although not scary coz boys toilet, its still was scary. went testing the darkness and blackness, and yea we freaked out a lil. but what made us freak out like FCUK was safarina becoming the CIK PON!(malay-female ghost) everyone was like SIALLAH! FREAKING SCARY SIA! and yea, the juniors who went to the toilet was 99% freaked out because of her lah. hahahaha! and i think that our station was the most scariest place out of the rest lik DNT block, clasroom and hall. too bad we didnt make it at the art block or rooms. if we did that, people would be stucked inside crying. HAHA!

well 4th day was normal. clean-up blah3. and went home. im not tired though, coz i slept at 5 and waked up at 7.30. slept again till 9.30 coz the sec 1 2 3s arranging the tables in our bunk and i was like OMG MY STUFFS ARE ALL AROUND THE PLACE! CAN YOU ALL JUST WAIT AND LET ME RECOVER MY THINGS AND GET IT OUT OF THE CLASS BEFORE YOU ALL CAN CLEAN UP?!? haha!

overall, the camp was quite ok compared to the last 2 years. they were much better in my opinion.

im done. and i think shes sooo kawaii~! ah!~

Shin~

updated at 4:33 PM

2007-06-07T06:07:00.000-07:00

767.

today is a very special day. you all know why? hehehe...

coz today the date is 07.06.07 lah! style what. then you all thinking about what arh? wahahaha!

aniwaes, yesterday was the 1st time i went silat after the elearning week. how great is that? skipped for 2weeks but im not trying to skip it anymore. JGN SAMPAI NIATKU UNTUK PERGI SANER BATAL!! haha! and yea silat is always fun rite? XP. and ouh yea. yesterday my lesson was from 10am to 10.30am. and no more lesson after that. how funny is that. some came late and reached exactly at 10.30 just to find out they missed school. WAHAHA!

well, today i went configuring my comp for the 3rd time in my SP life. coz the comp cant onnect to spwireless. im soo damn !@#$$%^ with my laptop. always got soo many problems with this and that. now i regret about buying a VALUE-BUY laptop. budget-budget stuff will always be budget for theres a reason behind it that people just dont quite realise coz they are blinded by the price of the stuff. KWANG3!

lesson was boring as usual. played CS blah2.. and yea had a Structured programming test again. i cheated again, with joels help again. haha! i intended to cheat by writing the pseudocode and the cpp. text in the paper. but O.o i copied the wrong chapter. coz i wasnt paying attention for the tutorials an i didnt know that he was gonna test on a new subject with a new format. damn.
but what i can say is that, thx to everything, i can pass without worrying abt anything HAHA!

and can i bee stupid in saying that im gonna end typing this shit at 7.67pm? coz its 8.07pm now.
okok chao! typing again tmrw! wahahaha!

Shin~ updated at : 7.67pm. XP

2007-06-05T19:52:00.000-07:00

TECHNO CRAZY!

haha yea. ive been listening to techno musics since lie 2 days ago. almost non-stop.
yea. i know it sounds crazy but i dont care. i love it WAHAHA!
feel the beat everybody. ok that was soo random.

aniwaes, yesterday after school went to sonia since SMC spot was taken by some apek. sat there till hana and firah went home with their bfs company. i went home for a while to charge almost everything that i can charge. went off again at 7 and meet at motorola/banyar. it was fun, with techno music from me and blues music from syamil. the majority seem to prefer blues to techno. oh well. went back blah3. and my day must end with me playing pokemon before i knock out. haha!!!

today was kinda fun. i just went in to a class that i had missed for week 2, 4 & 6. and i came in late. -_- and the shocking part is that, THERE WAS A TEST!! OMG! i dont know anything about what were learning then lecturer just gave me test. luckily wee hao helped me and i scored like 76/100! HAHA! happy already. and i never did study anything. XP

after that was CD. it was fun with all the presentations. 1 sad story, 1 stupid story and 1 halfway buff-ed story that took soo long to upload from youtube. HAHAHA! yea spwireless sux. i had problem connecting to spwireless just now but now ok.. okok ill skip about the part i just smashed my laptop on my table coz i was soo freakin angry at it.

then it was lunch, and PEEE. and yea. i tel you the definition of PEEE. PEEE means Sleep, Stone, and Counter Strike. the lesson was normally boring just like other daes so went and own some guys in my class. now im 2/3rd ranking in my class. HAHA! still havent defeated kenny so i dont know whether im 2nd or 3rd best shooter in my class. XP

and ouh yes! STRUCTURED PROGRAMMING! that was the most fun lesson for today. well it started out boring but as then i decide to blast my techno music. everybody was like feeling the beat i should say? haha! yea but me and efong was the most kamcheng 1! haha! dance here and there. typing according to beat (we typed fast you know!), stomping our feet according to the beat, making the lecturer thinking if we were poly student of people from IMH. haha! and how dare he call me a malay monkey and Efong a Chinese monkey?!? haha but nvm we had fun HAHA!

and i wanna say thanx to the you to nures for sending me those GREAT2 techno songs! wahaha! and no thanx to the you for blogghoping and telling everybody im an irritating dude. no need to remind me coz i know i am one. WAHAHAHA!

so now im typing this while trying to calm myself down by blogging and listening to techno songs. HAHA! why im trying to calm down? COZ DE AND STRUCTURED PROGGRAMMING TEST COMING SOON!!! AHHH!!! okok. i gtg study babes! LETS GO!

Shin~

2007-06-03T20:27:00.000-07:00

MINAHS ATTACK!

haha! yea part of my post is about some minah.

okok lets start out what i did yesterday, since i didnt have the time to update yesterday. Busy MAN im am wahaha!
i slept late at 3am trying to figure out why am i stucked in Celadon City and i cant go cycling road and Saffron City (POKEMON!) yea. ive got nothing better to do so just played that game out of boredom.
woke up at 11 yesterday. and did nothing but mugged at home, waiting for my parents to go out.
then i went out to meet azmi and hasif at azmi's house at 2. yea jammed the song Mr Big - To Be With You. gonna sing it in camp.. SOO MALU!
aniwaes, after that went o meet farhan and we lepak with latiff, aan, farhan(sweat) and sakinah. yat came up later when we went to aan house. yea then asyiq msg to lepak with him so i did lepak with him at 8. then THERE HE WAS! WHILE WAITING, HE WAS PLAYING POKEMON!!! and i tought im the only wierdo playing pokemon at my age LOL!!

yea so we hang ard at that place where we call motorola (long story, wanna know where? ask me XP). blah3 then we wanted to go home. we said bye to firah from her house and she said bye too.. then the MINAHS MINAHS behind us was like BYE!. preasaan langsung. tngk umur.. cam 15+ gituk ajek.. then nk ckp mesti ader chibai, fuck, pukimak, kanina. ckp sumer kasar2.. ape nk jadi... then we retaliate a lil bit and just walk off, making dilayan, makin over drama kereka orang katekan kn? wahaha! yea. but they were freakin irritating arh. cam fcuk sey.

okok if anybody got good rock songs or eurobeat or techno songs, please please MSN me and gime what you have!!! thanx to the you for those who did! i love you all! MUACKZ TO MY FANS! wahaha! okok lame nvm.

done.

Shin~

2007-06-01T23:11:00.000-07:00

LIFE.

well, quite a topic. but its got only a lil bit to do with my post.

and for today, ill try not to talk nonsense.

well, the day started out ok. kinda went late to school and accidentally met firah otw to school.
went to school and did the normal stuffs. and went back home. asyiq called me to meet him so we did meet each other and went off to SMC and on our laptops. surf the net, chat and stuffs. it was fun. met syamil and just continued our normal merepek.

and we had this talk about life. broad topic but i shall not say what we talked though.
well, that talk really made me think of it now. do we really need have principles in our life? can we really control what we do if were really at that situation? do we really have enough time to repent before the the gates to repentance is closed? stuffs like that. serious stuffs i should say. this is one of the serious talk that really make me think hard. cause this determines my personality and behaviour in the future. and time is short now. we really need to prepare ourselves for the furute now and not let things have their own way and we just go wih the flow. we should have control of our life and strive for the best. whats soo good about being a bad boy when you will have no future later and in the afterlife. and these things are still lingering in my mind. well, i dont know why but i should try and lower down my merepeks and start being serious for once in my life.

if you guys dont understand, then nvm. coz its really hard to put my thinkings to words. my brain speaks another language.

Shin~

2007-05-30T18:53:00.000-07:00

THANX TO THE YOU!
wahaha! yes this is a phrase i made. COPYRIGHT LAWS!
so no 1 is supposed to use this without my permission! okok stupid...

aniwaes, havent been updating much last week coz i had to do lotsa projects and soo on..
you know what i mean. if not, then dont wahaha!
oOO.. and i skipped 2 silat lessons already.. bad bad me...

its been sooo hard trying to understand lectures now. im at a loss coz ive always been playing games when lecture commences. shyt i really need to revise. or study what ive been missing in the lectures.

and yesssss the long awaited camp ive been waiting for 1year has finally come! on 9 to 12 june theres gonna be a sjab camp again! which means lepaks, and fun.. and no sleep and maybe soccer and fun and lepak and fun and lepak and fun and lepak and fun and lepak and it goes on without saying. haha! yea, really looking forward to it! and i hope there'll be no remedials or anything in that time. AHHH! if that happens, and if its compulsory.. im soo gonna hate my course..FOREVER!

OUH yea.. i have another reason why i havent been updating. VIRUS!! yes theres a virus in my laptop so i need to reformat and reconfigure my laptop. ARGH! soo leceh man. but it was worthwhile arh. ^_^

aniwaes, im under a block using free wireless connection now.. and ive done with telling abt my life coz ive been doing nothing lately.. WAHAHA! yea nothing. so quite boring arh my life correct? wakaka! okok im done till later.. later as in.. tmrw? tmrw tmrw? tmrw tmrw tmrw? yea lets just hope and see if i really have the time to update with my subjects being a blurr to me. i seriously dont know what im studying for and what im studying for LAH!! yea...

okok im really done for now.

Shin~

2007-05-22T22:02:00.000-07:00

The Right Mendak, At The Wrong Time.

yea its sooo bored jus sitting at home doing particularly nothing except for going on SP website and dong my stupid homework. i just hate structured programming.

anyways, yesterday i went and followed wanie ans syaza to play soccer with RPians. haha!
at 1st i didnt engage with them well coz i dont know them. but they just talk to me like they know me. and they call me daddy for dunno what reason and i just followed along haha!

it was fun yea but had to go home fast coz had to take sis back from school. -_-
IM A PPOLY STUDENT AND YOU STILL ASK ME TO TAKE MY SISTER. THAT IS SOOO NOT !@#$%^& FAIR!

okok back to my story. oh wait. no more story to tell =P

with Maths, PEEE, DE Tutorials, Structured Programming, Character Development and MATHS Projects stuck in between my !@#, it sure is gonna be a busy week.

im outta here.

Shin~

2007-05-19T17:55:00.000-07:00

Fun Fun Fun~!
haha! yes you can read it.
YESTERDAY WAS FUN!

okok lemme start this from the beggining of the day.
well, it sux on friday to be honest, coz its abt 5hrs of maths. yea 5hrs.
haha! i still dont have panda eyes though seeing numbers, coz this time, i quite understand 1ce joel(classmate) helped me. that 11pointer, soo smart coz he dont need to listen to what the teacher teaching and he can do the tutorials w/o problems. haha!

aniwaes, after school, did the normal routine, went back home.. and met SYAMIL!
haha! it was damn fun lepaking with him. he bought his laptop to school so we tapped sumbodys net from that area and just surfed the internet. well, we went blogghopping but didnt tagged in any1 of em though haha! and syamil got this slogan webbie. OMG its sooo stupid! the slogans and the words we type in though! haha! like this > The Right Mendak, At The Right Time. haha!
and some names lyke mine and his, typed in bapok and stuff like that and it came out almost all funny and making logic!

yea then went home, changed and met syamil again for he is still there, sitting and waiting for his friends to collect their olvl cert. then at last we splitted up, him waiting for his friends at the bustop while i walked to CWP, going to silat.

silat was fun, get to learn Silat SP identity. haha! then did some tiring kicking. and the last part strecthing your muscles to the limit. i swear that my veins were gona burst if that stretchng excercise was longer... haha but it was fun though!

then after silat, the gang went back together, and we decided to eat. well, they didnt know where to eat so i suggest them CWP banquet. then they were like WHY CWP Banquet?? then i said i only got 1 ride left in my concession. haha and they agreed to go CWP and eat there. yay! im sucha big influence... then in the MRT it was laughter laughter laughter. me and hadi continued on and on and on... with our stupid lame ass jokes. haha some jokes of his i dont quite get it and some of my jokes he dont quite get it too coz maybe both of us are selow lah but i dont mind. haha! coz we made the whole gang which went back with us laugh like mad. hahaha!
went cwp and eat... and joke ard again. haha! went home at 10pm. say our gdbyes and did our own handshakes.. and went home.

haha im nvr gonna be bored of my silat friends haha!

yea e-learning week next week. 1 week of Stress! haha! coz lecturers stuffed us with tons of hwk lah.. lyke WTH gituk!! haha and i thought it was supposed to be a holidae or sorta relaxing week -_-

^_^ aniwaes, im done for now.

Shin~

2007-05-16T21:48:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY YOU YOU!

lol! ive been hearing this Girlfriend - Avril Lavinge song alot of times.
shyt im addicted to it. why? coz the song is very very funny. dont know why though XP

hey hey guess what! i hate acer -_- coz they nvr give me garskin! THEY DIDNT GIVE ME THE PAPER TO ORDER!!! damn it. ive been duped by ACER. and now i know why fujitsu rox XP

ouh yea, GUYS! HELP ME! I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT LOGARITHM and my lecturer already move on to TRIGONOMETRY and i really need HELP IN LOGARITHM. err... HELP? yea HELP!! well i hate my maths lecturer, she nvr give us time to relax in class, everythings a rush.. like wtf sey, on friday already 5hrs of maths, then monday, 2 hrs. and shes like 1 weeks ahead of the topics. everyday always must do tutorial. ARGH i really dont like maths like i used to when ravin teached me. its like were at our own pace, and now we have to learn to rush. i hate rushing!!!!!

yesterday was ok. kinda like CS all the way. dont know why i cant help it but to open my laptop and just play CS with my friends. such strong influence laptop can bring, and its baddd! and i really need to catch up on PEEE and DE (Principle of Electrical and Electronic Engineering and Digital Electronics)

also went to Zara house yesterday, met Syaza and Wanie by coincidence when i was gonna walk home. then they say they going to zara hse to i just went ok coz biler lagik sey i wanna go visit her. haha! went cwp blah3 buy things and stuff then walked to her house. and YESSS i got to try out her crutches!!! haha! it was soo hard using them man, now i have 2nd thought about buying them. <<< was mepek talking XP and yea they were talking abt the tarmimie and ribbon guy that they laugh soo much. i pity those guys. haha! kene bully dengan dorang sumer, behind their back haha! but it was fun while it lasted. then go home and did the norm stuff the went bed.

OMG this song is really sticking to my head..
Hey Hey YOU YOU! I dont like your girlfriend!
No Way No Way i think you need a new one..
Hey Hey YOU YOU! I can be your girlfriend!
No Way No Way...

haha! ok thats gay alright! but i like! haha!

okeh okeh, now time to revise. err... maybe not, ill skip and sleep now haha! after silat sey, soo penat.

done.

Shin~

2007-05-11T23:56:00.000-07:00

Lecturers.

today im gonna tell you all a story abt my lecturer.
hahaha! yea you think its gonna be a boring story? think again

well, as you all know ive been sick for like 2 days rite? and i missed out alot.
well, i was having this C++ Programming test yesterday. i didnt know what was gonna come out so i asked my lecturer, and he said, " We'll talk later. After Class. "

so just went through the normal routine of a DE (Digital Electronics) class, CS. lol!
yea 4 of s only playing CS, the rest, well, they did their own things. aniwaes, fun fun fun blah3.

after class, i went to him asking if he can teach me. and guess what he said " I cannot teach you now, i got to go eat. well talk later before exam ok?? " i went of saying WTF.

so took my exam. do the passwords and all. and bam, a very big ? mark went through my mind. WTH am i supposed to do with this? i just stared at the screen for 10mins. Joel who was sitting beside me helped me after i looked soo blur. well i asked him lol and well, we almost got kicked out of the exam for talking.

that C++ Programming lecturer is sure sucky for not telling me what to do for the exams.
aniwaes, when its submission time, i was clicking the submit button, and guess what happen, no net connection. that made me mad. was having stomachaches, headache and now these problems. aniwaes, at last i had to do it again. but this time faster coz i remember what to do.
imma hate C++ Programming forever unless theres a change of lecturers.

aniwaes, poly life is harder then i expected. you still need to pay attention in class or you'll be missing out on alot! i mean alot. NO MORE CS AND WW for me.

im done. ops not yet. to my friend zara, tc of your leg okeh? dont move here and there soo much ahaha! then after you okeh already, sell me your crutches!!! kidding XP

now im really done.

Shin~